Tuesday :)

Domina and i are riding together. She has training and i'm taking classes near there.

Last night, Domina, leopet and i were in front of the tv watching comedies. Domina played with leopet for awhile under the covers with Her left hand holding Her glass of wine. i felt a bit needy but didn't say anything. i prefer to let Domina have the choice. She then played with my clitty like it is a clit rubbing it round and round. Later when She was getting ready for bed and putting summer clothes away She told me She was real mad at me for putting too many clothes in the drier when W/we were trying to get the wrinkles out. She told me that i will need to be a good girl and do a better job. i told Her that i will try being a better girl. She told me that it will take years to be the kind of girl She wants. She has Her boy and Her girl (me). She prefers me as jamie over james when i'm at home.

i feel like i'm becoming a girl more and more. i love it. i love losing my masculinity. i never have been very manly. Not assertive, etc. i am better knowing i'm a sissy girl. i serve Domina better as a girl. That is who i am.

i love my life :)

girly weekend :)

Last Friday Domina told me that this weekend i will be all girl. i love it when She tells me that. It means that i will dress as a girl including my bra with breast forms, only talk like a girl, and do things as a girl. Its been a rather relaxed weekend so far. Domina was working in the garden and i was inside doing the laundry. She called me down to get Her an iced tea from QT. i put on a jacket and my jeans and shoes and went to QT. It was quite fun! i was also wearing a pair of Domina's dangly ear rings She made that has red glass jewels in them, lipstick and eyeliner.

Later Domina told me to go to the store and get steaks and other things for dinner. It was too warm for a jacket so i put on my grey sweater. Domina said my breasts were still noticable but to go like that. i went to Price Shopper feeling so good and girly as well as noticable. i think there were a few stairs but it was fun.

W/we had a great dinner!

sissy girl

The weekend

Mistress, leopet (Her boyfriend), and i had a wonderful weekend. It started Friday evening when Mistress let me get all girly. i wore my wig, my bra with breast forms and black lace panties with pink trim. Of course i wore my red Covergirl lipstick :)

W/we watched tv waiting for Her sister and neice to arrive. They arrived after midnight and i had to take the bra and wig off and get into something less risque. Her sister and neice knows im a girly girl but i must be careful what i wear around outside the immediate family. W/we had a great time though!

sissy

Nice weekend :)

Actually it started Thursday when the new sissy i met at the hardware store the previous Sunday and i met at Burger King for lunch. we had a very nice chat about ourselves, what we like and where it will go from here. i told him that Mistress wanted us to hang out and be friends and see how that goes and then probably come over and play, go to parties, etc. Its really exciting exploring this part of things. i've pretty much been the sissy husband at home for Mistress, i haven't yet been girlie with another sissy lol.

Friday Mistress and i had been invited to a birthday party for a Mistress who used to live in town but had moved to St Louis. A lot of the invitees were from the BDSM group we used to be very involved with so it was wonderful seeing them all again. i went dressed casually wearing jeans, a cami with a white shirt with all the buttons open, eyeliner and lipstick. We had fun!

Saturday and Sunday it was mostly planning the landscape for our place. We plan on planting a veggie garden, herb garden, put in a play house, etc.

Today i'm cleaning and waxing the floors. i hope Mistress will be pleased!

sissy

You never know where...

Last Sunday i was at a local hardware store looking for a part for our furnace that wasn't working. i was in the right aisle looking when some guy said they had so many parts. i told him yeah but not what i was looking for and i pointed to the area. He said, "I like your nail polish". i said cool. He told me he likes that stuff and he was wearing panties. Wow, out of no where. He thought he knew where i could find the part i was looking for and i gave him my number. He called later after i told Mistress about it. We talked about the lifestyle and all. i told him that Mistress was wanting me to find sissy friends to hang out with. This Thursday we are having lunch teeehe!

Mistress had given me Her Bettie Page belly button ring but Bettie fell out boo hoo! i couldn't find it. Mistress told me to put my pink butterfly back in for now. W/we are soon to shop for a new one.

Yesterday i asked Mistress if i should go out wearing eye liner. She asked if i was a girl. i said yes Domina. She then said that being a girl i should :)

i love my life :)!

sissy

sissy's update

im feeling much better. Mistress took me to the hospital twice for scheduled cortisone shots for the pinched nerve in my neck and it seems to have done the trick! Sometimes i do get slight spasms in my left arm but i haven't had to take meds for a couple weeks now. i am careful with myself. i am getting back to my sissy self and Mistress and i am happy about that :). A couple days ago i was home alone and i wore my bra with the breast forms and my wig with eyeliner and lipstick. It feels so good to be more myself! yaaaay!

sissy

Getting better

A week ago Friday Domina took me to the hospital's pain management area for a steroid shot epidermal. It has definitely improved things since i don't have shooting pain in my shoulder/arm. i do still have an aching pain in those areas though. This coming Friday i go in again for another shot.

i have been feeling more myself. Domina was happy to hear that i was putting on my eyeliner yesterday as well as my lipstick when W/we all went out shopping. It felt so good. She asked if i shaved and i said yes. She said that one day i will be getting laser hair removal for my face so i won't have to shave again. i think it will be wonderful!

im going to color my hair today. a lighter blonde called sunlit. yaaaya!

sissy

Feb 15 at the hospital

i've been having lots of problems with my pinched nerve in my neck for the last few weeks. The doctor prescribed great meds but the pain was still there. The doctor had an MRI done that found several protruding disks in my neck and ordered pain management.

Yesterday morning Domina took me over to the hospital to the pain management area where i had an upper epederal with steroid injections done for the protruding disks. W/we came home and i've been resting ever since. i have two more visits for the injections. i sure hope they all work. i need to get back to work but my left arm has been next to worthless.. arghhh.

Domina starts to work this morning. It will be good when W/we are all working again!

sissy girl

Update on my back, neck arm whatever

i've had a recurring problem in my back for a long time - since the mid eighties and it looks like its one of those things that gets to a point and really presents itself. Before i just had to move the wrong way and my upper left side would start hurting and stay with me a few days then go away. This time however its much more serious. i went to the doctor last week after experiencing contstant pain then i had a bout with nausea with that which kept Mistress from sleeping. Thank goodness She found solace in another room or She wouldn't get any rest. After a weekend of barely any sleep i went back to the doctor who setup an MRI for me that found a protusion in my c5-c7 vertebrae. They now have me scheduled for pain management, along with the meds and physical therapy.

i sure hope this all does some good! i definitely want to get back to my knees and serve my Mistress Wife as Her girly girl.

sissy

Yesterday at the salon

Yesterday i went to the hair salon. The girl asked me what i wanted. i told her i wanted mostly a trim and i wanted to keep it more unisex. i told her that i wanted it to look like a guy when i used some gel but to otherwise look girlie. She did a pretty good job and when her supervisor came by i told her what i asked for and she said thats what i got :)

i got home and Domina looked at it and was pleased with the results. She said that She hoped that it wasn't cut like a guy because i'm certainly not a boy in anyway.

i love my sissy life!

sissy