Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Eroticizing in D/s

Why do many things, activities, etc in the context of D/s seem erotic whereas outside may not be? For example in servitude, to bring Mistress a glass of wine when She asks for one seems erotic to me. i don't think a waiter in a restraunt would think it is in that context. Of course being naked and wearing a collar, on my knees with my eyes lowered surely accentuates it all but the servitude in itself is erotic to me. Perhaps because of my role as Mistress's slave and the joy of pleasing Her translates in my brain as an erotic act. Servitude has many forms; bringing food or drink, giving massages, housework duties, chauffeuring etc. Each translating in my brain as an erotic act. Maybe it is the act of subservience. hmmm i'm thinking of exploring how otherwise non-erotic activities become erotic in the right context. i think it may be a fascinating study.
On a related note, rules seem erotic to me. Mistress has established rules that She has me follow as Her slave. Rules while W/we are at home and rules while W/we are out. Periodically W/we will discuss them. She may modify them, add more or stop a rule. It is exciting to me somehow to learn a new rule. Today Mistress established a rule that i will serve drinks and such with my eyes lowered. It is meant to lower myself to Her since She is my superior. i find it erotic as well. So exciting to me!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Second Life




Have you ever tried Second Life? I you enjoy exploring both yourself and another place it can be quite enlightening and fun!

Second Life is a huge online community that is free to join and can stay free unless you want to get some of the nicer things like better clothes, articles, lands etc.

To join the service go to http://www.secondlife.com/ and create an account. The first name can be what you want it to be but the last name is chosen from a selection. The name you pick must be unique from anyone else there. You choose your gender which can be male, female or none then your avatar that can really evolve. Once you get in you go through a tutorial and then your in. This place is huge! You must be an adult to be on it. Second Life has lands and places for any interest you can imagine. Adult areas too!

i am a sissy girl on second life with the name james noe. i love the place!

Sunday, November 25, 2007

my first post

i'm sissy slave jamie. i am married and owned by my Mistress Phoenix. i started another blog here based on my previous name slavejamesmichael but felt that it is more appropriate to have one for who i am now.
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