Sunday, December 27, 2009

Sunday, Dec 27 2009










i hope everyone is having a safe and fun holiday!

bear was spending Christmas with his family. They were going to drive out to Colorado but of course the winter storms prevented that. They stayed at home. Yesterday bear came over and Domina was so happy!

Domina's boys flew in last night. Their flights were delayed by a few hours but they arrived in pretty good time. She braved the wintry roads and drove the jeep out to the airport to get them.

Now all presents have been unwrapped. i got Domina several things from the "New Moon Movie" as well as a hair straightener/dryer which isn't working too well with Her hair. i got a new butterfly necklace/ear stud set, an Australian ear stud set, a couple pretty candles, butterfly walllies, and a novel. my big present is my new video card which really enhances my computer.

We got several inches of snow and leopet has been spending a lot of time out on the driveway shoveling snow. i hope to get out and do some shopping today.

While the boys are here i can't dress as enfemme but thats ok. We are having a great time!

sissygirl

Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas everyone!

Merry Christmas and happy holidays! W/we got lots of weather here. Snow and sleet and all. Please everyone be safe and enjoy this wonderful holiday!

sissygirl

Monday, December 7, 2009

Dec 7 2009













This weekend W/we worked on Christmas decorations. Domina put up the artificial tree Friday. Saturday bear came over and T/they worked on various other decorations including putting up garland.

Saturday Domina and bear went out of town together to a bed and breakfast and had fun in the casino as well as fun playing in the room. Its been awhile since T/they have had the chance to go out together and Domina said T/they had lots of fun :)

i went out shopping for a gift for Domina and an ornament for leopet at one of the local malls. It was so wild going by myself to a large and crowded mall en femme! It was lots of fun! Love being referred to as "she" and"her" etc :)

Sunday Domina and bear returned and W/we worked on the tree some by putting up the ornaments. leopet finished putting up the outside lights. Later Domina made up some spaghetti and W/we all enjoyed watching tv. bear on Domina's left and me on Her right. W/we watched an intense episode of "Dexter" wow! What a series!

Domina has been wanting O/out spare bedroom finished as a guest bedroom. Its finally finished! Last night i slept in it as Domina and bear slept together in Her bed.
i woke up this morning to temperatures in the low 20s and some light snow on the ground.

sissygirl

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Happy Belated Thanksgiving!

Hi all! Sorry for the late greeting. i know its been quite awhile since i've posted to this blog. i used to post on my Multiply blog and it sync'd to this one but i got deleted there so i guess from now on i will post directly to this one (blogger.com).

Domina and i just got back from spending the Thanksgiving weekend with Her sister. W/we had a great time and i could be myself. Its so refreshing to know people who accept U/us for who we are. What a lovely time.

W/we just got back an hour ago. W/we got Domina a new Sony laptop as an early Christmas Present and i am setting it up for Her.

Be well!

sissygirl

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Happy Halloween all!



Sorry for not writing for awhile. Lately i've been up and down but feeling better the last couple days. bear came over last night. This morning Domina and he went out shopping and brought home lunch. i ate and then went out shopping for a few things and came home.

W/we grilled a turkey on the rotisserie. It turned out a little burnt but tasted great with Mesquite marinade and wood smoke.

i changed into my maids uniform. i put on much lighter makeup to make me look pale and put on some really rosy blush, very thick eyeliner and mascara. i also put on my fishnet tights and various high heels and ballet style shoes. Wouldn't you know the gas grill ran out of propane and i had to go to the nearest convenience store as i was dressed. Domina sent bear with me to protect me. i sure got some reactions lol!

Domina, bear and i watched a couple flicks: Drag Me to Hell and Shutter. Domina played with bear the whole time while i laid there in my maids uniform :) leopet was outside handing out candy to the kids. Afterwards Domina took bear to bed for more play. i went up and changed into some PJ's since i'm sleeping downstairs of course.

i spent awhile cleaning up the kitchen and now am massaging my breasts.

i hope all had a great halloween!

btw i got my Ds Discussion site back up (http://bimpie.no-ip.com/discuss). The server got corrupted but i got it fixed

sissygirl

Friday, October 2, 2009

Friday! Yaaay!



Its definitely feeling like Autumn is on the way! Temperatures are dropping. It was down to the mid 40s yesterday morning.

Last weekend Domina's sister and brother in law drove up for the weekend. They arrived early in the afternoon after driving all morning. Since they were tired they took a nap.

After the naps we had dinner. Her sis and hubby had revealed that they were interested in BDSM, Femdom or whatever. It was all new to them. For a few months now texts had been flying back and forth about the lifestyle and lately Domina wrote several informative emails to them telling them about Dominance and submission, Bondage and discipline and Sm. Now they were here, we were going to have some examples demonstrated.

All of U/us were down in the craft room/playroom; Domina, Her sis, hubby, bear, leopet and i. Domina told me to remove all but my bra and panties. She then wrapped heavy saran wrap around me and the pole reaching from the floor to the ceiling. She had bear strip and put him on the St Andrews cross. She cuffed his wrists to it. leopet sat over on the side. Her sis and hubby sat on a chair watching.

It was wonderful being in bondage again. my arms were at my sides and the plastic wrap was so tight. Domina came over and with a knife cut the plastic right where my clitty was. She reached in and pulled my clitty out in the open air. She then went back to bear and started spanking him and telling him She is bringing the blood to the surface. That was mostly for Her sister's benefit. To let her know what was going on. She then took a flogger and lightly fanned it over his back and then started striking him with it. First on his back and then down to his ass. After awhile She took a leather strapper and struck him on his ass. Every so often She struck harder and his body twisted and turned.

As i stood there bound i noticed that my fingers on my left hand were getting numb. i thought i had removed my ladies wrist watch but couldn't tell from where i was. i told Domina i was getting numb. She came over and cut the plastic to relieve some of the plastic but it did little good. She then cut more off and then i felt relief. i looked down and saw i still had the watch on.. grrrr. i thought i had removed it!

Domina returned to bear. She picked up the quirt. There were a few transgressions he had. i think they were drinking cans of beer without asking permission. Domina said there will be two strikes of the quirt. She looked over at leopet and saw he was disinterested. Domina asked him if he wanted to play. he said no. She asked why. he said he didn't like to play like that. Domina said that he used to enjoy it but enjoyed the more sensual and soft play anymore. She then told him he didn't have to stay. he left the room.

Domina then struck bear twice with the quirt. You could tell it was really painful but now it was over. She then took him off the cross and had him crawl over to me. She then told him to suck my clitty. Which he did. my sis and bro in law watched intently since they are very interested in bi play.

i stood there and really enjoyed it. i got hard but Domina took him away before he could finish.

Domina then told me to go up and prepare Her bed. i left the room and did as She asked. i kissed Her tonight and then returned downstairs and talked with my sis in law and hubby. i asked what they thought of the play. They thought it was a bit intense. i then went to the kitchen and cleaned it up.

i slept downstairs. bear woke me up the next morning and told me that Domina wanted me to get up and get ready to go to the Renaissance Festival. i went up and took and shower and got ready. A friend from Domina's work lent me Her wenches costume but the say was supposed to be quite warm so i decided to wear jeans, a ladies shirt, bra and my ladies canvas shoes.

W/we went to the festival and had a great time. W/we walked all over and took O/our westie dog Titus. Domina got a few things including a Phoenix symbol stamped in a silver coin. The other side was the knot of love. Later i got a crystal butterfly necklace and ear ring set. i love them!

W/we left and returned home. Domina's sis and hubby left to return home.

bear stayed in bed most of the day. he wasn't feeling very well.

Some recent things going on:

Domina is building a bed/cage! This is something i told Her about a couple years ago and now its happening! Its going where the massage table is in the playroom.

bear is over for the weekend now. i went shopping and paying bills. Domina told me to get some brunette hair color for me. She wants me to color it brunette then let my hair grow out and rest like She is for awhile :)

sissygirl

Friday, September 18, 2009

Friday Sept 18 2009



Here it is September and we are moving into one of my favorite times of year. i love the cooler temperatures. The festivities, etc.

Things have been changing around here. Domina's youngest son(11) decided he wants to live with his father. That has caused some drama and heartbreak. In that household he has several brothers and sisters. Here in the neighborhood there just isn't anyone his age to play with.

Domina's oldest son(28) is trying to get moved up here. Domina thinks he will be with U/us in December.

With the changes W/we are moving rooms around again. Domina's craft room is moving out of the garage and down in O/our finished basement along with the playroom. The old playroom is becoming a bedroom again.

Domina has been up and down with Her submissive boyfriend bear. Things have been fine when he is over here and sometimes after leaving to go back home i guess miscommunication over emails, texts, etc has caused some tension. It looks like things are stable right now.

When bear is over here it is pretty much a given that bear sleeps with Domina and i sleep in the living room on the futon. O/our roles seem to be more and more in place.

my hair is getting longer and longer. i colored it 'lightest natural blonde' the other day. Domina and i both like it alot :). i continue taking my herbs and doing my daily massages on my breasts. They are definitely growing. Its funny but looking down they definitely seem bigger than looking straight at me in the mirror :)

A couple weekends ago bear was over. Domina told me to come up and play. i did. She was playing with bear at first and then called me over. he was begging Her to suck my clitty. he did and after awhile i did cum and so hard!. i seem to last longer now. Probably due to my new meds i've been on. Talk about the meds. These were really something to get used to. At first i had some nausea, apathy, drowsiness but now i feel fine and don't feel so obsessive and anxious. Domina and i haven't had any fights or arguments since ive been on them. yaaaay!

hmmm i cant think of anything else right now.

sissygirl


Sunday, August 30, 2009

Sunday August 30 2009



Lately its been cooling down more and more but sometimes reaching into the 80s here. Right now it is 63 degrees F and i love the cooler weather. i think its telling us that Fall is on the way. i think my favorite season is the Fall. A lot of festivals like the Renaissance Festival and others come around that time. Maybe i'll get to wear and feminine costume this year. W/we'll see!

This weekend has been really laid back. bear arrived Friday afternoon and has stayed the last couple nights. Each night i slept down in the living room on the futon and he slept with Domina.

Yesterday, Domina and bear went out for breakfast and shopped downtown. T/they ended up at a grocery store where they were selling a nice baking table that Domina saw would work perfectly as a craft table. They were asking $50.00 for it and bear bought it for Her upcoming birthday. he bought steaks and potatoes for dinner and came home. i went out shopping myself. i picked up some lip color by Rimmel which i really like. Its pinkish and called "First Kiss". Domina really likes it.

With the new shaving gel i am using by Aveeno i don't need to shave as often so i am shaving my legs every 3 days. The hair on my face doesn't seem to grow as fast either but i shave every day. i must be as smooth as possible before putting on my makeup.

One thing i realized is that since my chest has always been sunken, my breasts aren't as prominent as they could be. i continue to take my herbs and do my massaging exercises daily.

Well, i can't think of anything more right now.

sissygirl

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Beautiful Day!

This morning i got up at around 7:30 am and had my coffee and a couple cereal bars. i was up for about 1/2 an hour when Domina yelled down asking if i was going and if i was going as i was or taking a shower. W/we were all planning on going to the city market. i know Domina does not like being kept waiting. i said i planned to take a shower. i hurried up and took my shower and decided to shave my legs tomorrow. The new shaving gel really has slowed down the growth of hair.

i finished showering and put on my makeup. i shaved very close and found a few nicks here and there that the styptic pen had trouble really stopping. i finally put some liquid bandage on one of them under my chin. i put on my eyeliner and mascara and red/pink lipstick. i wore my stretchy jeans, half sleeve grey and white shirt and my black female canvas shoes.

bear arrived and W/we were all off. i grabbed my purse and Domina, bear, leopet and i. Domina was driving. W/we stopped at QT and got some coffee and headed down to the river for the city market. my goodness! It was soooo crowded. W/we proceeded around the market and bear bought eggplant, zucchini, red bell peppers. Domina bought some large zucchini for zucchini bread. She also picked up some pita bread at the Middle Eastern shop and sunflower seeds. i picked up 5 scoops of fenugreek seeds, a bag of carr-away seeds, a bag of anise and coriander i believe. W/we then left and went to the Chinese grocery store and bear bought a pound of huge shrimp. i got a couple bottles of Liptovan an energy drink.

W/we all left and came home. Since it was much warmer i changed into a pair of denim Capri's and my sleeveless knit grey and white shirt. i then left and went to Target and picked up some new foundation and a couple concealing pens. One in green for red scars and such and the beige one for other blemishes and things. i then stopped at another grocery store for some wine coolers for Domina. i then returned home

i found Domina out back working in the yard. She and bear were talking. he was on the lawn chair. leopet had cut the yard and left the get a haircut. i brought my guitar out on the deck and played awhile and then went back inside. Domina and bear came inside. Domina took a shower and bear joined Her in the shower.

Later i saw that Domina and bear were down in the kitchen preparing dinner. Domina was wearing one of Her pretty nighties. i said i was going to change too. i asked Her what i should wear. Domina said something cute and pretty.

i went upstairs and took everything off and put on my pink baby-doll. This was the first time i tried tucking and wearing it without panties and it worked so well. Domina looked at me and loved it. She said She could see my tits too. teeheee :)

W/we all had dinner and watched "Tropic Thunder" What a funny movie!. W/we then watched an episode of the BBC series, "Being Human". bear was dozing off all through it. At the end of the show Domina told him that T/they were going to bed. i followed Domina up and kissed Her goodnight as bear came up and got in bed. Domina said there probably wouldn't be any play tonight

i went back downstairs and did the dishes and cleaned up the kitchen.

sissygirl

Thursday, August 20, 2009

sissygirl's blog update 20 Aug 2009



So sorry for my taking so long since my last entry. i'm on a new medication which takes some getting used to. i have been feeling better lately.

Domina and bear had such a great time together out in Colorado. bear drove out there and Domina flew. After missing the flight here in town Domina got to Denver and went to catch a connecting flight to Colorado Springs where bear was. When She arrived in Denver She hurried off the plane and twisted Her calf but was still able to walk. She hurried to the other end of the terminal but was told that all the flights for the rest of the day was overbooked so She never really checked in. bear drove up and got Her and the two drove back to Colorado/Manitou Springs. While there T/they went up to the top of Pikes Peak, visited the Garden of Gods Park, camped out in the woods by a stream and bathed in the hot springs. T/they also went to the spa there. There wasn't much trouble except She had twisted Her calf again while hiking. Domina also said it was quite cold camping up in the mountains.

Before leaving She wanted me to check to see if bear could drive Her back up to Denver to catch Her flight back to KC. i called the airlines and found that Her entire trip had been suspended when She flew into Denver. The travel agency cancelled it because of violation of contract by not checking in there. arggggggh! i tried to call Domina but Her phone's batteries were dead. i tried to get bear but his phone was out of range. i text'd him about it. Soon i received a call from Her and i explained the problem. She called the airline and the agency and couldn't get it resolved. It would cost $200+ more to resume Her flight back. Instead bear ended his time out there and drove Her back. he had enough of the mountains himself. Most of it was the altitude.

Domina surprisingly told me that T/they had no sex during T/their time out there. T/they were just go go go and so tired at night.

T/they got back ok after driving over 12 hours. bear hadn't slept much and was a bit edgy. he stayed the night and left the next day. T/they told leopet and i all about the trip and showed me pictures.

For the next few days bear was kinda distant. Domina finally figured out what had happened. During the trip T/they became more vanilla than T/they should have. After getting back it persisted. That weekend bear came over and there was more of a Big Mistress session. After that T/they said things were back to normal.

Last weekend bear came over Saturday afternoon. Domina was not too happy about it because She thought he was going to be here the whole day. Things got better though. One thing that was planned was that W/we were going to have dinner and then bear and leopet were going to watch the game. It was too late to grill so W/we had fish at a great seafood restaurant near here.

W/we got back and bear and leopet were watching the game. A bit later Domina and bear went up to Her bedroom. i went up soon and saw the door was open. i saw She was playing with him a bit. i watched a bit and then turned to go downstairs. Domina called "jamie" and i turned around. i entered Her room and She asked if i enjoyed watching. i said yes Domina. She told me take a seat on the chair. She then cuffed his wrists to the head of the bed and played with his cock. Domina then squirted some lube on my hands and told me to play with myself but not cum. i watched as She played with bear. Sometimes slapping his thighs. Sometimes stroking his cock. She then told me to remove my shorts and my panties as well as my top but leave my bra on. She told me to lick his thighs which i did. Then She told me to lick his cock and balls. i did that too. It was so wild! bear was begging to suck and She told me to come around. She told me to wash off the lube. i then went over to him and he sucked my clitty for awhile. It felt so wonderful! It had been a couple of weeks.

Soon Domina told me to go back to my chair and sit and play with myself. She told me that i will cum and will clean it up. i played with my clitty and watched Domina ride bear's cock. She used the vibe as well and wow what screams of ecstasy! i got to that point and begged. Domina told me to cum all over myself which i had no problem doing.

Soon bear came. When he cums now he barks like a dog.

Domina told me to get a wash rag and wash off bear. Then She told me to clean myself.

She then said i was dismissed. i thanked Her and left the room.

i really felt that afterglow!

This week i have been tackling some chores Domina has had for me such as organizing the cupboards and today cleaning and reorganizing the refrigerator.

Since Domina's little cat is always scratching to be let in and out of Her bedroom She bought a pet door. i mounted it but W/we found that Her cat couldn't figure out how to open and go through it. She would just tap at it and it made more noise than the scratching. Finally i removed the flap and all is well :)

Well, tomorrow is Friday. Yaaaay! bear will be over sometime this weekend :)

sissygirl

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Domina is on vacation!

Today started oh so early! i woke up at 4am and got coffee going. i think the storm woke me up. Domina asked what i was doing since the alarm was set for 5. i said i was getting coffee going and taking a shower. Sleep just wasn't happening....

i drove Domina to the airport in the rain. i wore my grey and white striped tank top, capri jeans and sandals and bra with forms. i didn't put any makeup on but i did put my hair in a pony tail. i felt eyes from everyone at the airport.

W/we got in and checked in at the computer near the check in desk. It said W/we were too late! The flight was at 6:20. It was 6:07! W/we went to the counter and he repeated the same. Domina was so mad She cried. i felt terrible. The man told Her it would be $150 for the next flight or She could try stand by. She opted for standby.

W/we stopped at the Starbucks cafe and got a latte and blueberry muffin for Her and a tall coffee and blueberry scone for me. As W/we ate Domina told me to go home. She would call me if She couldn't get on.

i got home and got on my computer for awhile. i texted Her. She said She got it! yaaaaay! She was on Her way!

i went to bed but had a hard time sleeping. It was prolly all the coffee but i was so tired. At about 11 i woke up and texted Domina. She was waiting for a connecting flight. i went shopping. i picked up a bottle of fenugreek and red clover. i then went over to Walmart and got a can of Aveeno's Positively Smooth Shave Gel which i have read by several reviews reall works for really close shaves and to slow hair growth. i picked up body wash too.

leopet called and asked about lunch. i finished shopping and hurried home. leopet and i then went to IHOP for lunch. we had an incredibly long wait for our orders. The waitress was embarrassed and said they had a new cook. i wonder if there is something about transgendered people and restaurant service. i really don't want to be paranoid about it but this has happened before at a Chilis restaurant too.

we finally got our orders. we did have a nice talk.

From there i exchanged a few texts with Domina. Her connecting flight didn't happen so bear drove from the town T/they are staying and got Her. Both were frustrated.

leopet and i stopped at Sally's Beauty Supply and picked up some generic Matrix shampoo and conditioner and returned home.

leopet went outside to work on a project and i went for another nap.

i woke up at 4. leopet went to the store and picked up some toasted raviolli and spaghetti sauce.

we watched American Gangster by Russell Crow and Denzel Washington. Both of us thought it kind of long winded. i thought it was an interesting movie though.

Domina took some pictures from on top of the mountains with Her bf bear and sent them via phone.

She is happy now :) She will be gone until Wednesday i believe.

sissygirl

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Where did that come from?

W/we had some drama tonight in the House of Phoenix. It all had to do with dinner and coordinating same. bear had meat and i had corn. bear flew off the handle and i didn't know where it came from. As Domina found out he is quite particular about how others help when he is in charge of dinner. he is also quite tired from lack of sleep preparing for this trip Domina and he are going on. i guess the last straw broke when i had pointed out a couple things that he took as accusatory which they weren't. i got upset during the course of it as well. W/we all learned something new tonight.
whew!

sissygirl

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

July 28 2009 Last weekend part 2

The next morning (Saturday) i woke up at about 9am. i went up to the kitchen and noticed that no coffee had been made yet. Usually leopet is up by then. i made coffee. bear showed up and said Domina was really tired. She slept until about 11am. She said that both of T/them were very restless the night before and didn't sleep much.

During the afternoon i went out shopping for awhile and then came home. Domina had been working in the garden and bear was lounging around. i guess allergies were making me tired and feeling bitchy.

At about 2pm Domina said She was going to take a nap. If you were going to take a nap now is the time. i asked Her if i was going to take a nap. She said that i didn't need one since i'm a night owl. She wanted me to clean the veggies for dinner which amounted to quite alot. i went back down to the kitchen and started cleaning the veggies and feeling more and more bitchy. i started thinking about the play Domina had mentioned for that evening and thought about how i was feeling. Finally i went up to Her room. i didn't knock since i didn't want to wake up bear. i opened the door and saw that Domina and bear were both awake and naked in bed. She was playing with his man cock. She asked what it was. i told Her i was feeling tired and bitchy and all. She told me to come in and lay down since bear was just getting up. i went in and lay down. Both Domina and bear left Her room after She asked me what i was working on. i tried to sleep but it just didn't happen.

After about 1/2 and hour i got up and went downstairs. Domina was cleaning the carrots. She asked me what i was doing downstairs. i told Her sleep just wasn't happening. She told me to clean the rest of the veggies. i did and then cut up the green, red and yellow bell peppers. i also cut up the green and yellow zucchini and red onion. i threw it all together and made a marinade.

bear grilled several kabobs he put together and put them on the grill. While he was working on the grill i joined Domina at the patio table on the lower deck. W/we were talking awhile and bear joined U/us for a few minutes. Although W/we had the citronella candles going the mosquitoes were out in force! Domina said that W/we were going to play out on the deck. She was going to have me naked in whatever W/we were going to do but there were too many mosquitoes.

when bear was done grilling i put the veggies on a grill wok and stir fried them over the grill.

When i was done with the veggies W/we all had a fine dinner in front of the tv. W/we watched the latest episode of True Blood. W/we are so enthralled with that show! Like so many shows i identify with the female characters. In True Blood i identify with Sookie who is the main character. i've been thinking of making a t-shirt of Merlotte's Bar and Grill like she wears on the show.

After the show Domina said that T/they were going to bed. She told me that She was going to play with bear for 15-20 minutes then have me come up.

Domina had told me previously that She didn't want me present when She played with bear because he was in the role of a submissive. When i am allowed to be present both Domina and he are my Dominants since it is more in a cuckolding theme.

Domina called me up. She had bear naked and plugged. She told me to sit on the chair. She was calling him Her fido and had him bark. She then handed me the lube. Domina told me to remove my panties and skirt and play with myself. She got on bear and rode him awhile. She said, "How i love having a real man's cock in My pussy." i said it is so hot Domina! Your clitty isn't going in Me again She said "i fuck real men".. i repeated it. She said no, I don't fuck girls.

i was sooo turned on!

Domina rode him several times. She then had me come over and had him suck me and cum on his face calling him a slut and a whore. i came so hard! She then had me sit down and watch while She rode him again and then had him cum on his belly. i sat there with waves of endorphins passing through me. Domina then had me come up and clean him up with my tongue. i went over and bent over and began lapping his come up. i licked his man cock and sucked it to clean it. When i thought about what i was doing i gagged a bit but kept on. This is my place. Domina said that good girls do this and get used to it.

Domina then had me wet a washcloth with warm water and clean up his cock and his belly then my face.

She then told me to go and blog it all. i said yes Domina.

Domina later said She realized that during play She treated bear as a submissive but that it just naturally went that way. W/we were all amazed at how Domina is more and more vocal.

i put my panties back on and went downstairs and recovered. i slept on the futon that night.

Here it is Tuesday. Domina said that Her husband bear is coming over tomorrow to fuck and suck and relax before his trip out west. She is going to fly out there to meet him on the new adventure. Domina is so looking forward to it. Domina wants me to hold a garage sale while T/they are gone. She hopes the garage will be clear so She can park Her car in there again.

Its raining today. i will go out later and get the ingredients for spaghetti.

sissygirl

Friday, July 24, 2009

Happy Friday! July 24 2009

Its been a very nice week. The weather has been nice and the temperature has been in the 70s and 80s.

Last weekend Domina's boyfriend or as She calls him Her husband bear was over on Saturday and Sunday and stayed for both nights. i thought it was interesting that i didn't think to sleep with Domina in Her bed since bear is Her man and as She calls him, the "man of the house". Unless i have something important to tell Domina, i don't interrupt T/them. If i have something i knock on Her bedroom door and ask permission to come in.

On Wednesday bear came over in the afternoon just after Domina came home from work. She was taking a shower and W/we were having girl talk. i was feeling irritable since the night before after having some trouble setting up my phone. i opened the door of the bathroom to go get Domina a towel and there was bear all naked and getting into Domina's bed. i was finishing up getting ready while Domina got in bed with him. She had said earlier that T/they were going to "suck and fuck". i repeated, "Domina, Your going to fuck and suck?" She then that T/they might not suck lol. Earlier that day Domina said loving Mistress was out. i curtsied and told them to have fun. i've thought of saying, "Do what i wouldn't do" lol i don't know how that would come out.

Wednesday night Domina and i was re-watching the last episode of 'True Blood'. While W/we were watching it laying on the futon in front of the wide-screen Domina slapped at my crotch. i was tucked so i thought Domina wanted to see if i was. After a couple minutes i asked Domina if She wanted to play with my clitty. She said yes and to untuck myself. i did and pulled my denim shorts down and then my panties. She then played with me for awhile. It felt sooooo good. Its been awhile since She has. The last several times i've been touched it was by Her boyfriend. Interestingly enough the next day She told him She played with me. he said he couldn't understand why She did that because he thought T/they were cucking me together. She told me She will play with Her toy when and where She wants to.

i colored my hair medium natural blond early in the week. It is much darker than the last time i colored it. Domina said She really didn't like that color on me so i am going to color it lighter blond next week.

my breasts are coming along. i have been taking the herbs fenugreek, red clover, saw palmetto, L-Lysine (amino acids) regularly. i've also been drinking a tea called Bustea from the Flat 2 Fem program consisting of fenugreek, anise, licorice root, caraway seed, and fennel seed. i boil it for several minutes in a couple cups of water and flavor it with lemon juice and sweeten with sugar. It has a kind of odd taste but isn't bad. Its supposed to help supplement the herbs. teeehee! Looking at me straight on one can see bulges. i can especially see my breasts looking down. i wear a bra all the time now.

i can't imagine going out and about pretending i'm a guy now. i would feel too uncomfortable and too plain really. Its funny though because i do have that paranoia thinking everyone is reading me but i know they all aren't. Domina tells me that i look and act very fem. She tells me that i glide when i walk. The only thing that would make people think is my 6'1" height. Domina is so wonderful. i feel more confident going out and about as a girl :)

i got up this morning when Domina came into Her bedroom taking Her first break from work. i got up and freshened my mouth and went downstairs and made coffee. i then took a glass of water into the office and took my herbs and read email. When coffee was ready i went in and grabbed a cup and put a teaspoon of raw sugar into it. i grabbed a breakfast bar.

Domina soon left for work and so i started my breast massage regimen. i then thought to wash Her bed sheets. i put them in the wash and hung up the dryer load.

i resumed reading email. Soon i took a shower and got pretty. i used blackest black eyeliner today and put first my all day red lip stain. i let it dry and then put my pink on. i like the tone. i then put on the gloss.

Today i wore short female denim shorts, my grey striped tank top and sandals.

While i was putting Her deep red sheets on Her bed Domina arrived. i finished what i had done
and greeted Domina with a kiss. bear arrived. What a surprise! i didn't know he was coming today. i thought tomorrow. i greeted him too.

Domina wanted me to take the yard cart to Her car to bring in some soil and flowers She had bought. i took it up and unloaded it and took it to the right spot in the back yard.

i then left and shopped at Big Lot, the thrift store and the grocery store. i couldn't find anything at the thrift store. i was looking for some casual shoes and the ever elusive 38A bra! i then went to the grocery store where i got some peppers and zucchini for tomorrows grilling.

i returned home and picked up O/our cat and took him out to a vet across town to get Her monthly allergy shot.

i left her at the vet and went down to the thrift store there and found a couple of wonderful sandals, a rainbow woven leather belt but no bras.

i then returned home. i greeted Domina and bear and showed T/them the treasures i found at the thrift store. i then told Domina, "i feel like putting my bikini on" She couldn't remember the bikini i picked up at the thrift store some months ago. i went upstairs to Her bedroom and put it on and made sure i tucked good. i came downstairs and showed it to Domina. She really liked it :)

leo had bought hamburger to grill so he made them up and i grilled them. he heated up the french fries.

When supper was ready i made Domina Her hamburgers, fries and wine. i brought it down to Her. W/we then watched a comedy.

At the end of it Domina told bear "Its was time for bed." She turned to me and said, "W/we are going to bed. i said yes Domina. She then told me to give Her a kiss. i asked Her if i could follow Her to bed. i did. i washed the makeup off my face with St Ive's. Domina and bear got in bed naked together and pulled the sheets up. Domina told me "Good night girly girl". i asked Her if i could kiss Her. She said yes. i came up to Her and kissed Her. She told me T/they were just going to sleep.

i said, "Yes Domina" and curtsied and left Her room. i closed the door to give Domina privacy with Her boyfriend.

i cleaned up the kitchen

i went to the office. Took off my bikini top and started my massage :)

Tomorrow all i know is that W/we are grilling veggies and other things.

i guess Domina and bear have a surprise for me tomorrow night teeehee!

One thing., Domina mentioned that its a week from Saturday that She is flying out to Colorado to spend the week with bear on one of his adventures. i'm really excited for Her and on the cuckold side of things. This is the longest time She will be out with someone else.

sissygirl

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Updates Tuesday July 14 2009

Last time i posted i said goodnight to Domina and Her bf/husband bear after i brought T/them up a glass of wine and beer. Domina told me that was all and dismissed me closing Her bedroom door behind me.

That next morning i was woken by loud thunder and rain on the roof. i was sleeping on the futon mattress which is sitting in between the couch and the tv. i slept really good but of course it isn't as comfortable as Domina's bed.

Soon i got up and went to the kitchen and made coffee. i was having coffee and an oatmeal fruit bar and then went into the office, closed the door and starting surfing and doing my breast massage routine.

A couple hours later i heard Domina and bear coming down the stairs. Domina came into the office looking so radiant! Her hair had been brushed straight and She looked happy and beautiful. She is so happy knowing that bear is home and that She has Her two boys and Her girl. Domina and bear went out in the yard and walked around. i was back in the office. i was going to go out and see what T/they were up to but heard spanking upstairs. T/they were playing! i giggled.

After awhile bear came down dressed and i went upstairs. Domina was naked on Her bed and so spent. She and bear had been playing and playing. She tried riding him and using Her big electric vibe on Her clit at the same time and discovered what it could do! She said She came like She never had before. It was wild seeing Her so happy and peaceful. Also wild thinking Her man shared that with Her.

Later Domina and bear came down and lay on the futon and watched some tv. i was itching ot get out of the house. i took a shower, got pretty and said bye bye to Domina and bear as i left to do some shopping.

i went to target and got some things. i looked around in the ladies department looking for a 38A bra. Just no luck. Anything 38 started with C. There were a few 36As but i was just browsing. i looked at shoes too. i ended up picking up an Entertainment Weekly and some loose powder mineral makeup and a lipstick called 'flirty'.

On the way home i stopped at the grocery store and picked up some beer. i stopped at the Starbuck's counter and got my Expresso Doppio. i do every time i go there. The girls there usually greet me with, "Hi jamie!" and get me my Doppio. Its fun chatting with them as girls :)

i got home and bear was asleep next to Domina. i showed Her the things i got and then went to the computer for awhile.

W/we had dinner and watched tv. Domina had told me several times that T/they probably wouldn't play tonight since bear has been so tired. She said it will probably wait til Wednesday.

Domina and bear left to go take a shower and go to bed. i followed Domina up and tended to Her needs. Soon bear came in and both got in the shower together. i was watching the door close and made a please sound. Domina said "jamie wants to watch. Should W/we let her watch?" bear said water might spray out on the floor. i said, "Please, please let me watch!" a couple times. bear then slid the door open a bit. i watched T/them soap each other down and rub each other. Skin on skin. Kissing. It was so wild. i felt i was in another reality or something. Soon bear left the shower and dried down. Domina continued and then came out of the shower.
i watched Her get ready for bed and soon bear came up. Domina then said to kiss Her good night. i would be called if anything calling for a 3 some materialized.

i went down stairs and starting cleaning up the kitchen and the dishes. i was down there for awhile when i heard bear shout that Domina wanted me upstairs.

i came upstairs and entered Domina's bedroom. i could hear the buzzing of Her vibrator and both were naked. Domina said i could get a chair and bring it around and watch. i should be a good girl and watch. i did that. It was amazing watching Domina, my Mistress Wife climb on top of bear's cock and ride. T/they were having so much fun! Soon Domina told me to come around and suck Her bf/husband's cock. i came around and got on my knees and sucked him deeper and deeper. Both were commenting on how T/their girl was doing. Soon Domina told me to pull my panties down. i did and She had bear suck on my clitty. my my my it felt sooo good! Soon She told me to cum. She said i was just a toy for Her and Her bf/husband. i came standing there so intensely! i felt so animalistic! Domina then told me i was dismissed. She told me i'd better stay Her sissy girl. i put on my panties and left Her room and went back to cleaning up the kitchen.

Soon i was back on my computer and massaging my breasts. Yes, cumming i lose that sexual tension and frustration. At that time i didn't feel so feminine and so horny. It felt so good cumming though.

After awhile and watching another episode of 'Quantum Leap' on Hulu i went down to the living room and fell asleep on the futon. i was woken up at about 4am when Domina told me to go to bed in Her room. She was leaving to go to work and bear was already gone.

i went upstairs and fell asleep.

What a weekend! Domina's bear is back. More and more my place in Domina's life is being reinforced. Its not a dream. i am truly Domina's sissy cuckold wife. Yesterday Domina told me that it is good that i accept my place since jealousy and fighting would not work. She told me that i am lucky that i am so loved by Her and all.

ahhhh
sissygirl


Saturday, July 11, 2009

bear is home! July 11 2009

Domina's boyfriend/husband/lover has been out of the country in Switzerland on one of his adventures. Domina has really missed him and especially so since he forgot his cell phone in his car. he left his car with U/us for the trip.

A couple hours ago Domina left to go to the airport to pick bear up. She left with Her latest Charlaine Harris's Sookie Novel. The novel that covers this season's True Blood. About half an hour ago Domina and bear came through the front door. i met T/them in my pink babydoll. bear is looking great although he is so tired. he said he has been up for the last 26 hours travelling.

Domina and bear went upstairs and i followed a few minutes later. bear said he brought home some prezzies and gave U/us some Swiss chocolate, some fancy drinking straws and some rocks off the trail on the Swiss Alps. he is certainly glad to be home. he did say that it was so beautiful over there.

Domina told me to get Her a glass of wine and a beer for bear. i went downstairs and got them and brought them up and handed them to T/them.

Domina said, "jamie" i asked, "That is all Domina?" She said it was. i curtsy'd and left Her bedroom. She shut Her door after me.

Earlier Domina said that the next couple days are bear's. If he wants to sleep he will. If he wants to do something else he will.

Of course his place is with Domina in Her bed. he is Her man. She told me that his place is there.

Last night W/we were watching tv and before retiring for the night She played with my clitty a bit. It felt so nice and while She did She reinforced the fact that bear is Her husband and i am Her wife. That i am Her girl and that is the path i chose.

It has been about 27 days since i last came. It is wonderful really. The sexual frustration and horniness makes me feel all the more turned on by being Her girl, Her cuckold, Her wife. i so love Her!

i don't know what is planned for tomorrow but its not my worry. my place is just to do what Domina tells me to do and take care of Her and bear.

sissygirl

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Update July 7 2009

Today was a pretty nice day although it rained in the afternoon. At least it saved us needing to water the yard and gardens.

i had a nice chat with Larry this morning. Congrats on your new sissy!

i had a terrible thing happen in the shower. While i was washing my belly button piercing went all the way through. i looked at it closer and saw that the hole had gotten so big that it wouldn't hold the jewelry. i thought i might put a ring through it but really the skin is too narrow now. Domina told me not to.

Domina's girlfriend came over for a chat for awhile and i got to sit in. It was nice feeling like one of the girls :)

After she went home. Domina went up to take a nap. i left to go shopping.

The first place i stopped was at Sally's Beauty Supply. Domina wanted me to get some shampoo and conditioner. i went in with my purse. They greeted me with, "Hi jamie!" They were wonderful. The guy working there asked me my partner's name (he is gay) i told him Domina and he said the last time She was in She told him that i was on an herbal regimine. i said i was and he asked me what i was taking. i told him and he asked me to write it down which i did. He went to help some customers and i found the shampoo and conditioner i was looking for and went up front. i handed him the list and was helped by a girl at the register. After the customer left the guy asked some more questions. i answered and then we were all three talking about it. i told the girl that i am at an A cup. She asked me what i was trying for. i told her a B cup. i told them that i like learning how to be as feminine and as passing as possible by the way i speak, move, act, etc. She complimented me by telling me i looked great. She was wonderful!

i left and went to Super Walmart where i picked up Chinese stir fry for dinner and a few other things. i picked up an inexpensive Ice branded nail polish called Pure Ice Peony. Domina liked the color. i painted my toes. i'm debating whether to do my finger nails too. Its been hard lately keeping my nails looking good.

Next i went to Red X a grocery/hardware store where i picked up some garage sale signs.

i then went to fill Domina's car with gas and came home. Domina was awake. It was after 6:30pm at that time. i fixed dinner and W/we watched some of the True Blood news on HBO.

Domina has immersed Herself in Charlain Harris's books and went up to read. i cleaned up the kitchen and did the dishes.

sissygirl

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Update 2 July 2009


in my pink baby doll

Last Sunday Domina took bear to the airport to catch his plane to go on his overseas adventure. After She got home She got a call from him telling Her he forgot his cell in his car. he was just catching the plane at that time. Domina was a bit unhappy that She couldn't have close contact via phone. For a couple days She awaited an email from him and on Wednesday morning received an email from him. he had gotten to the hotel the day before and the Internet connection was down. She was so elated to hear from him. She really does miss him

Since i finally figured how to tuck myself Domina wants me to do it most of the time. It does present a flatter appearance in my clothes which She said looks more feminine of course. Last night while W/we were watching a movie, (Rules of Attraction) i asked Domina if She would like to play with my clitty. Immediately She said, "No". She then asked me if i was still tucked. i said yes. She then nodded.

Today Domina worked and then came home and went to work in the yard. i had taken a shower and put my hair in a ponytail. i put on my makeup, lipstick, eyeliner and mascara. i put on my ladies watch and put on a pair of short denim shorts and my green girls shirt and sandals. i grabbed my purse and left to go pay some bills and run some errands. i shopped at Sams Club and picked up a rotissairie chicken and got some veggies at the grocery store.

i came home and Domina had been resting. She came back outside and continued working in the yard. She then asked me if i wanted to play tonight. i asked what W/we were doing just interested. She told me i was going to wear my pink nightie She likes, put a clitty ring on while She played with leopet. i would not be allowed to cum.

Domina took a shower and i got dinner together. Soon W/we were all downstairs having dinner. Domina was in wearing a black and pink nightie and me in my pink one without a bra or panties. i love the feminine feel. Its wild to see my breasts starting to fill the nightie. leopet was naked. Domina started playing with his man cock saying She loved Her boy's cocks. She kept playing with it and played with my clit a bit and slapped it and pulled once in awhile. She got on and rode leopet really going back and forth. i watched without touching myself. Domina had reminded me that i am not allowed to. After a bit She poured some lube on leopet's cock and stroked him a bit then flung Her hand toward me splattering some lube on and around my clitty. Soon She told me to play with myself. She then played with leopet's ass for awhile while playing with his cock. i would touch my clitty and rub up and down. It is so sensitive. It got harder and harder. Before Domina played with my clit for a bit and it wouldn't change for quite awhile. Then it started getting harder. Now i am playing with myself being careful not to cum. leopet came while playing with his cock and ass and Domina saw his cock stayed hard and enjoyed riding again.

While i was playing with my clitty Domina started telling me i should thank bear for taking Her pain while i had the pressure off and be a girl.

Soon Domina got up and went up to Her bedroom and kissed me tonight

Now i am going to resume massaging my breasts :)

sissygirl

Friday, June 19, 2009

Friday June 19 2009 Quick Entry



Today i woke up with all my nails colored "Pinkish" by Revlon. i did them all last night. i love the color. i just got done showering, shaving my legs and everything, putting on my mineral foundation, pinkish liptsick, eyeliner, mascara, and light eye shadow. i put my hair back in a pony tail with some bangs forward. i made sure to tuck.

Domina called me and told me to go get Her some wine for the weekend. bear is coming over (is here now). W/we are going to eat Chinese tonight and tomorrow Domina and bear are going out of town for a romantic weekend bicycling.

leopet, Domina's older son and i plan on going out to eat and the movies while Domina and bear are gone tomorrow. i hope T/they have fun :)

sissygirl

Domina and bear wants me to get the wine, some cheese (smoky cheddar) and apples.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Last Weekend


In my office

Last weekend was really beautiful. Especially Sunday.

i woke up in Domina's bed really early that Sunday morning. bear was at the door and Domina nudged me and said, "jamie". "bear's here". i said, "Yes Domina" Knowing that when bear is here his place is in Her bed. i got up and went downstairs and made some coffee. bear had brought Domina Her coffee/latte from Mc'Ds.

i was on the computer for awhile. Her bedroom door opens and closes from time to time. After a bit T/they both came down and left to go shopping. Domina told me before that T/they were going to Cabela's to look for some things for his trip out of the country and to look for bed sheets.

i went up and took my shower. i shaved my legs and got all pretty.

Later Domina and bear returned. bear bought a nice outdoors shirt on sale for $3.00 and was very happy with it. he also bought a set of Queen sized 500+ count sheets that was satiny scarlet red. So very pretty!

i went out and about shopping and going to yard sales. i ended up coming home with three small butterfly stained glass art.

W/we sat out on the deck for awhile. bear had gone and bought several half-chickens and large shrimp for Domina to grill. T/they all looked so tasty! bear started them on the grill and W/we all talked as they grilled.

leopet was kind of scarce. Sinus allergies usually affect him so.

W/we watched an episode of True Blood on HBO. This has become O/our show now. She has watched all the episodes and wants me to catch up so W/we can start watching the new season. i do love the show. i keep identifying with the Sookie character. Her being blonde and i love her personality. i also love the sundresses she wears. It occurred to me that i haven't ever worn one. i asked Domina if i could get one and i think i will. T/they look so pretty and feminine :)

Lately i have been waking up in the morning and first putting on girl's jeans and usually a tank top. Later in the day changing into denim skirts. This day was no exception. i put on my short short denim skirt and my really short pink top. W/we all liked the look. It was fun and i felt more girly and slutty.

Domina told bear that T/they were going to bed and i followed T/them up to Her room. W/we got there and Domina told bear to strip. She had him get on the bed on his back. She played with his manly cock and got him ohh so hard!


Domina then got on and rode for awhile. i was sitting on Her bed and She looked down on me and told me Her boyfriend wanted to suck. She told me to give him my clitty. i went near him and Domina pulled my panties down and gave him my clitty. he sucked and sucked. It felt so good. Sooo good!

i didn't want to cum. i wanted it to last. Domina told me to give it to him again. he begged for cum and She told me to. i did and i screamed!

i moved away and Domina rode and rode and then got off and pleasured Herself with Her vibe. Soon She was back on bear but he just wouldn't cum.

Domina then told me to pull up my panties and skirt and go back downstairs. She said that bear will sleep with Her and i will sleep downstairs. i said, "Yes Domina" and went back downstairs.

Once downstairs i caught a whiff of a bad odor i had smelled earlier that day. i decided to go down to the basement to check it out. i found that we had a sewage backup. Ewwww!

i went up and told leopet then Domina. leopet and i worked for hours vacuuming the standing water up and then trying to figure out the problem.(After a couple days we found that the floater unit for the sewage pump was bad. we finally got it fixed.)

The next morning i woke up asleep in my office. Since the basement was messed up Domina's 29 year old son sleeped in the living room. Domina woke me up and hugged me and told me to sleep in Her bed. She was leaving for work. i went up and saw that bear was getting ready to leave. i went back to sleep.

Domina and bear are going out of town this coming weekend for a bicycle trip in the state. T/they have a longer trip scheduled next month out of state for about a week.

Today i put my hair up in a pony tail. i asked Domina if when my bangs get long enough will they become part of the pony tail. She said yes. For now though i have to comb the bangs over or pin them up.

i finally figured out how to tuck yesterday. yaaaay! Domina likes it. She wants me too. She says i look more feminine that way and no one would guess otherwise. She is telling me to correct people when they call me sir as well. i was on the phone today with a service rep about my step son's computer. i said i go by jamie. The rep called me jamie throughout and once in awhile called me sir. i guess because the original call with them had my boy name on it. Domina told me i should have corrected her.

Well. Today was so hot. About 100 degrees F. Lets see how tomorrow will be!

teeeheee!

sissygirl

Friday, June 5, 2009

Wow Already a week!

Its hard to believe its been a week since Domina and i started out on O/our road trip to Branson, Arkansas, Texas, Oklahoma, and back to Missouri. my my how time flies!

Yesterday was a pretty nice day. i was out shopping a bit and washed Domina's car at a drive through wash. i vaccuumed it out after i got home. i guess i got a burst of energy and i organized and cleaned up Domina's side of the garage where Her craft room will be. Now She can set it up. She was so happy when She woke up from Her nap and came down and saw it. It sure made me feel so good!

Today i went out shopping again. i went to Super Walmart and got a bunch of groceries. i stopped at Target looking for some more Lavender massage oil but couldn't find any. i got some baby oil instead. i went to a grocery store and got a compliment for my pink flowery shirt i was wearing. It is so nice to hear that from other girls.

i returned home and found Domina on Her bed reading. i felt like taking a power nap. She took a shower and She and leopet left to get some lumber to make a lean to shed for the garden tools. T/they also bought a battery powered drill and saw too.

Domina also got some KFC. The new grilled chicken. i think W/we all preferred the crunchy one.

W/we watched the movie, "Waiting" about waiters at a restraunt. What a hoot!

Domina said that Her boyfriend/husband bear is coming over Saturday and Sunday. She said that T/they are going to play in the bedroom and playroom and have sex. Domina said he is going to be leaving in about a week to fly over seas for one of his adventures. She told me that i probably won't get to cum. i've cum enough She said. She said i need to have some frustration. i said, "Yes Domina".

W/we plan on going yard sailing tomorrow. She also said She is going to work in the garden and the craft room.

sissygirl

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Whirlwind Trip!



Since last week W/we celebrated O/our 3rd wedding anniversary Domina wanted to treat me to a trip to Silver Dollar City. She is so wonderful! W/we left last Friday after She got off work and took Her little Kia straight out from KC on Hiway 71. Domina has a Sprint Instinct and W/we took advantage of the GPS features to get U/us there. W/we stopped at a thrift store on the way for a swimming suit for me since i hadn't packed any and Domina planned on swimming or using the hot tub at the hotel. Domina didn't want me to get a female swim suit but reconsidered by the time W/we arrived.

W/we arrived in Branson MO in the early evening and checked into O/our hotel. What a wonderful place the Fall River Suites. W/we were situated near the lake and the suite had a screened in porch.

Domina was quite tired since She woke up at 3:30am that morning for work. i took Her car and drove around Branson. i stopped at Walmart for some shaving cream and hair conditioner. i drove around for a restraunt to eat at but ended up stopping at McDonalds. It was quick teehee

i got back and found Domina awake and reading. i got in my pink baby doll nighty and went out in the screened in porch and had some beer, smoked my cigarillos and read my horror novel. i then went to bed. i hardly slept. i think i got around three hours sleep.

W/we got up and had a great breakfast at I-HOP and then drove out to Silver Dollar City. W/we had great fun walking around and looking at craftsmen/women and went on a few rides. After several hours W/we took the tour through Marvel Cave and had a blast.


Silver Dollar is a wonderful theme park with an old American theme. It did seem like the capitol of conservative America but W/we had fun. Finally W/we had a chicken buffet dinner and left to go back to the hotel.

W/we woke up early the next morning and went through a drive through for breakfast. W/we went south and drove straight to a town in Texas to pick up Domina's oldest son. He is staying with U/us for the month. W/we then turned north and drove to Oklahoma and stayed with Her sister and family. It was a nice visit.

W/we left after eating at I-HOP and headed straight up I-35. W/we arrived back in KC at about 7pm.

What a wonderful trip! i went enfemme the whole time. Even when Domina and i went in the hot tub i wore the earlier mentioned swimming shorts and a tank top. i did get lots of stares by people more and more as W/we went south. Domina Who usually tells me that i am imagining the stares and all noticed them too. She would pitch in that W/we were girls on the trip and W/we left O/our hubbies home. Once when She was using my credit card with my name on it they said they couldn't take it without the owner there. She said Her husband wasn't there to not out me.

Today i was out most of the day running errands. i took O/our dog and cat to the vet for shots. i went to several thrift stores and the Pottery Barn. Lastly i stopped at the grocery store for groceries.

i got home and brought everything in. i saw that bear's car was here and went up to Domina's bedroom and knocked. i opened the door and saw Domina and bear naked in bed snuggled together. It was nice seeing T/them back together. i filled T/them both in on how the shopping went.

i came downstairs and here i am. teeheee!

sissygirl

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Third Anniversary



Yesterday was Domina and my third wedding anniversary! W/we had a wonderful dinner at Outback Steakhouse and exchanged cards. Both O/our cards were a bit humorous and sentinmental :) For me it was Mickey and Minnie asking "Still Do?" and then the answer "me too". She wrote above Mickey (Domina) and above Minnie (jamie) teehee. mine to Her was one of a teddy bear saying something like "You've got my head, my two big feet, etc and then and you have my heart.

It was so nice

For O/our anniversary W/we are going on a road trip. Driving through Missouri and down to pick up Her older boy in Texas and then through Oklahoma where W/we are visiting Her Sis. It should be fun :) i asked Her if She will want me to present more as a boy. She said no, I like you how you are.

Last Sunday when i woke up downstairs on the futon i heard bear come out of Domina's bedroom and come down. he was going to go out to get some breakfast i think. i went upstairs and saw Domina laying there on the bed. i asked Her if She had a good time. She said that T/they were both so tired. T/they had a quick fuck and went to sleep. i told Her that it sounded exciting. She grinned :)

i asked Her if bear is the one sleeping with Her when he is over. She said yes. his place is in bed with me when he is over except for nights before work. Then you will sleep with me since bear is a snorer.

At one point i don't remember how it got to it Domina said that when W/we get some money She definitely plans on putting me in some chastity device.

Later that morning i took my shower and went out shopping for a few things. Domina had asked me to take some pork out of the freezer to grill later in the day. It suddenly occurred to me that i had forgotten to do that when i was out and about so i hurried up. i got hope and took the pork out.

i was working on the boxes some more in the garage while the others were in the back yard. It looked like it was going to rain and the pork was defrosted. i grilled them and nuked several baked potatoes. W/we had a nice dinner out on the deck.

W/we watched some movie on tv while bear was having some solitary time. Early in the evening Domina told bear to go up to Her room. She told me to listen for my name. When i heard it i was to come upstairs. Take off all my clothes and enter Her room. Then kneel at the end of Her bed. i was doing dishes when i heard my name. i did as She said. i entered Her bedroom and saw naked bear with his wrists cuffed to the headboard. Domina told me to take off all my clothes including my bra. i did and moved to the end of Her bed.

Domina had been playing with him by striking his thighs with a paddle. She told me to move forward and get him hard for Her so She can fuck Her boyfriend. i moved forward and put his man cock in my sissy girl mouth and started sucking. i sucked and sucked for quite awhile. he got a bit hard but not enough. She then had me move forward so he could suck me. i did and he got harder still.

Domina had me get off the bed while She got on for awhile and then had me move forward. She had him suck me some more and more. Finally She started calling me a sissy girl and telling me i am just a sissy girl and other things. i begged and came and came! It was exhausting. teeehee!
Domina then told me to put on my clothes and go downstairs.

Since it was a work night. i soon noticed bear sleeping on the futon downstairs. i joined Domina in Her bed around midnight.

sissygirl



Sunday, May 24, 2009

Today













Today i went shopping at yard sales, Walmart, and the grocery store. bear, Domina's boyfriend brought over some marinated steaks while i was out. i got home and found that Domina and he were playing in the playroom. She had said that he needed Big Mistress today.

i grilled the steaks and veggies with the new grill pan and W/we had a nice dinner. Domina, bear, and leopet and i watched Zoolander while eating.

When W/we got done Domina said that She and bear were going to bed. i was to sleep downstairs unless i was called.

i did the dishes and cleaned up the kitchen. While i was doing that i heard those unmistakable sounds from Domina's bedroom. i could hear Her saying, "Give it to me!" What sounds of exstacy! Lots of creaking bed sounds and moaning. Wow!

One thing that i don't know if anyone following me knows is that i am not permitted to play with my clitty without permission from Domina. It isn't mine to play with. i know many cuckolds do when their wives play with their bf's, fb's, etc but i just can't. It does add to that sweet cucky frustration but i love it!

i'll soon be going to bed on the futon downstairs.

What a day! i'm feeling more and more fem. i can't imagine going out and about shopping anymore posing as a male.

i painted my fingernails pink tonight to match my toenails. i love them all pink. Its a soft light shade of pink that Domina likes.
sissygirl

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Today Saturday May 16 2009

It was a beautiful day today! Yesterday was so full of storms. i woke up this morning alone in bed. i vaguely remember waking up in the middle of the night when bear came into Domina's bedroom fumbling around in the dark. Domina woke up and asked what he was doing. he said, "i don't know". She told him to get into bed. i fell asleep again and then woke up at about 6am and noticed that Domina wasn't in bed. i fell back asleep and woke up around 8am. i went downstairs and saw Domina and bear in the futon together. She asked if i would make coffee.

bear left on his morning routine to McD's and QT and brought home a latte for Domina. Domina asked if i wanted to go yard saling. i wasn't sure. i then decided to stay home. She and bear left and i was at home surfing on the computer, massaging my breasts and watching a horror movie lol.

Since Domina had taken my wallet or i thought i knew i couldn't go anywhere so i did some chores like laundry and mounting a mount for my hair dryer. i then took a shower. i shaved my legs. i always love having smooth legs. The day between shaving them i usually feel them and say to myself, "They are so hairy! ick!" i used lavender hair conditioner as my shaving creme and used a vanilla scented body wash.

After drying my hair i put on my makeup, eyeliner, mascara, lip color, etc and came downstairs. Domina and bear returned from yard sales and She gave me a pair of short short tan shorts. i put them on. i love them!

i left and went to Walmart for awhile and shopped around looking for yard sales. After a couple hours and knowing i forgot my cell phone i came home.

i found Domina in bear's arms in Her bed. She said bear had been working in the playroom straightening it up and She in the garden. She said T/they were taking a nap. i went downstairs and was on the computer for awhile and then took a nap in the living room.

i woke up and went upstairs. i was talking with Domina about the night before while bear took a shower. When he was out Domina took Her shower.

W/we then left to go to a Chinese buffet. i wore my pink flowered blouse with girls jeans, my black female canvas shoes and a light jacket. It was such a nice meal. i felt all the eyes on me in the restraunt. i usually feel it. i think its not common for a girl to.

W/we soon left and came home. W/we watched Talladega Nights. What a funny movie! i've seen it several times and always love it. i think its wild that there is a cuckolding theme within it too :)

W/we lay on the futon under the comforter and Domina played with bear's man cock most of the time. Once in awhile She brushed Her hand on my clit. That felt so nice :)

After the movie Domina said the plan was that T/they were going to nap and maybe sometime call me up. i got on the computer and heard the squeaks of the bed but didn't hear my name.

'tis Domina's paragative. Its funny how cuckolding is hot to me in so many ways. One of which is the power transfer. i can't think of it any more transferred to the Mistress Wife than in cuckolding. Funny how my clitty gets so excited knowing i have no power, no control. Sometimes i wonder how Domina sees me really.

i think it is wild thinking She is in the arms of a real man. A masculine manly man. Her sissy husband wishing to be more and more feminine who She loves too :)

sissygirl

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Saturday May 9 2009 Yard saling teehee!





Domina told me to Twitter to this blog and write this blog :)

Last night Domina said that W/we were going yard saling Saturday morning. bear was going to be here at about 7am and if i wanted to go i'd better be ready by then. i thought i would at least shave. giggle

i woke up at about five til and went to make coffee. leopet was already making coffee and sneezing his head off. In the Spring his allergies like most people are so bad.

i went back upstairs and told Domina he was making coffee. i went into the bathroom and shaved using the Coconut scented Suave conditioner on my face and it worked quite well. i brushed my teeth too. i then went downstairs and checked my email and took my herbs and vitamins. i grabbed a cup of coffee for Domina with milk and sweetner and got a cup for myself. i checked my computer for the outside temperature which as about 51. "Too cool for short sleeves" i thought. i went back upstairs and put on a pair of my tight female jeans, my white bra with forms, my gray female shirt with the tie on the bottom and sleeves that go mid arm. i went back down to the office and was on my computer for a bit when bear, Domina's submissive boyfriend arrived. he went upstairs and soon Domina shouted, "jamie, lets go!". i said "Yes Domina" and W/we piled into Her small car. Domina was driving. bear sat next to Her. i was in the backseat behind Her.

W/we stopped at 7-11 for some pastries and some money from the ATM and then continued to the neighborhood yard sale. W/we didn't find the one advertised but came upon one out in the country a bit that turned out to be more of a liquidation sale. W/we shopped there quite awhile. i found several computer games and a few other things that cost about $1.50. These were in the shrink wrap decent computer games! bear bought a box of CDs for about $1.00! W/we were all excited and continued to another neighborhood. W/we ended up finding a Mongoose bicycle, floor to ceiling size mirrors for the playroom, an office chair, and some other things.

W/we drove home. Domina and bear then took the jeep and his SUV and went back to collect the other things.

i took a couple packs of pork chops out of the freezer to thaw out.

i took off to the theatre and purchased tickets for the new Star Trek Movie to watch tomorrow! yaaaay!

When i got back Domina, bear and leopet were working in the yard. Soon T/they put things away and Domina said She and bear were going to have a session in the playroom. i was sooo tired i went and took a nap. i really didn't sleep but i felt more rested when i arose. i got up and took a shower. i put on my makeup and my pink baby doll.

Domina took a shower and told me to ready dinner.

i got the grill going and used pork rubbing on the pork chops. i also prepared a couple Asian Steamables, corn on the cob Steamables, and two potatoes for Domina and leopet.

Domina, bear and i lay on the futon in front of the tv while leopet watched from a recliner. W/we watched Adam Sandler's "Bedtime Stories" W/we thought it was even wierd for an Adam Sandler movie. Domina played with bear under the covers most of the time and a bit with me. Sooo nice!

After the movie was over Domina told me that She and bear were going to bed. She told me to listen for my name and to keep my baby doll on but take my clitty out and sit on the chair at the end of the bed.

i got on my computer for awhile. After about 20 minutes i heard my name.

"jamie!"

i came upstairs and did as Domina instructed. Domina was naked and laying with Her head on Her pillows. bear's head was at the other end of the bed. She told me that he was hungry for something to suck on. my clitty. She told me to feed it to him. i got up and did just that. he started sucking and my my it felt so good!. Soon She told me to sit back down and told him to suck Her toes which he did. i sat there quite attentive.

All this time Domina was playing with his cock and sometimes scratching it and pulling his balls. he got harder and She got on. She asked me if it turned me on to see Her fuck a real man and not a pussy like me. i said, "Oh yes Domina". Soon She told me that Her boyfriend needed to suck some more. Remember that you are just a toy here. i moved up and he started sucking harder and harder. Finally i begged and She told me i could cum which i did so hard!. She told me to sit down. i did. She asked if i felt relaxed. i told Her i felt sedated teeehee! She then told me that She had other plans too which i'm sure included having him fuck me for the first time but W/we were all so tired. She then told me to write this up in my blog and twitter it. She told me that i will be sleeping downstairs and i will get to sleep with Her tomorrow night. i said yes Domina and blew out the candles. i went downstairs and did the dishes and then wrote this office.
What a day!!!!!!

sissygirl



Friday, May 8, 2009

Cool! Friday is here! May 8 2009



Yaaaay!

i just got done cleaning the living room and the fridge. Domina told me She wanted both done today and i did. i got a bucket and put some cleanser in it and went around and scrubbed the walls and light switches of fingerprints and grime. i've found that that is one thing people don't notice unless pointed out to them. i hope Domina likes it.

This week has been going pretty well. It has rained on and off. Last week i had a lot of trouble with my car's engine cutting off in mid traffic or would not start from time to time. leopet worked on it a lot and i helped advise him. we just weren't getting anywhere considering the usual things like filters, spark plugs, etc. Finally we took the car to a service garage and it was diagnosed as the crank sensor was faulty. we had never heard of that but they replaced it and i haven't had any problems since. i hope we don't have any further problems with the cars.

This week i worked from Monday to Wednesday and they ran out of work for us to do so i've been the housewife for the last couple days.

Last night leopet was out and Domina and i was watching the recording of the last American Idol and Bones. i asked Her if She would play with my clitty and She said, "Ok, for a little bit". This week bear hasn't come over due to work related things but Domina said he is spending the weekend with us (Sat and Sun). While She was playing with me She told me that i may get to cum this weekend or not. Probably not since i had gotten to pretty often lately since bear has been over. The last time She and bear was playing a cuckold scenario and called me up while T/they were having sex. She told bear to suck me and he did a long time but i hadn't cum. She told me to sit and watch and play with myself. T/they were getting very hot and i got to that point and begged and came all over myself as i was sitting there. It was such a hot session. She was going to leave the sheets like they were. All wet and all but She told me to change them.

Last night as She was playing with me She continued and said that i may be used as a prop for Her and bear. i imagine that She will use my clitty in a forced bi scenario. W/we'll see teeeheee!

Domina so wants to see the new Star Trek movie and so do we. W/we plan on trying to see it sometime this weekend. Also W/we plan on doing some yardsales and the city market.

Yesterday i went shopping at Walmart and picked up food and a few other things. i picked up a pair of Ladies black canvas casual shoes for $8.00 and a pair of black clogs for a dollar. Later in the evening Domina made me some jewelry; a pair of ear rings with platinum butterflies and some dangly pink and crystal butterflies for my navel piercing. Earlier in the day i shopped for more feminine nipple jewelry. i hoped to find some pink balls for the bars but everyone had 14g jewelry and nothing else. mine are 12g. Domina said that i should go to 14g since they are smaller and more feminine in Her view.

teeheee! Kind of a rambling blog entry but i posted as i thought of them.

sissygirl

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Weekend Entry May 2 2009


Wow! Its May. A week has gone by since my last post. i think its interesting how time passes when you are unemployment vs employed, etc. The week just seems slower in a way when working to me at least.

i have been working this temporary job that is almost all outside. The weather has been sunny and rainy but its been nice working again. Domina is certainly happy to see another paycheck coming in!

Yes, i have to pretend i am a male when working but at least the people i work with seem easy to work with. i put my hair back in a pony tail and wear strickly unisex clothing. When i am off the scrunchee comes off and my hair is down!. Often times i put my makeup on with a lipstick before i come home.

The house isn't as kept up and Domina wants me to work on it tomorrow. i have been working later in the day lately. She wants me to vaccuum all over, clean Her bathroom, Her bedroom and the living room. She and leopet has been working in the garden. Its going to be quite a garden this year.

This morning Domina got up early (6am) and went to yard sales and took Titus O/our dog in for dog grooming at 7. While shopping She found several treasures such as a pair of pretty deck shoes for Her, pretty pink low heels for me, a stool, a stuffed Stewie doll for leopet and other things. After She got back She was in the bathroom and i heard Her on the phone. She hung up and said Her bear was coming over.
i left to do some shopping. i went to Super Walmart and bought things for dinner tomorrow and a few other household items. i stopped at another store called Red X and found a couple bottles of wine She enjoys. She and bear first found that wine on one of T/their weekend adventures away together.

i came home and found bear's car in the driveway. i parked Domina's car out on the curve. W/we haven't been using mine much lately since having car trouble during the week.

i went in the house and greeted bear. he was kind of achy due to working out daily to prepare for his next adventure hiking the Swiss Alps. Domina and leopet were working in the garden and soon T/they had enough. T/they got cleaned up and W/we all went to the Country Buffet for an 'All you can eat'. leopet was sitting next to me and Domina and bear sat together on the opposite side of the table. i was wearing a new feminine shirt i got at a yard sale last week with feminine denim jeans without pockets and my new open toe sandals that show off my pink nails. my hair is down and looks pretty according to Domina. i was wearing red lip color, makeup, black eyeliner and mascara. W/we had a nice dinner.

W/we stopped at the grocery store for some things and returned home. W/we were going to watch a movie but Domina said She was too tired from waking up so early and the garden work. Domina lay on the futon in front of the TV between Her two men; bear and leopet while She had me, Her girl on the couch. It was a nice view seeing Her play with Her bear under the covers. Once in awhile She put Her hand on my freshly shaven leg. That was so nice to me.

W/we watched a hilarious 'Big Bang Theory' W/we recorded on the DVR as well as 'How I Met Your Mother'. Afterwards Domina said that She and bear were going to bed. No switching tonight, i am sleeping downstairs and She and bear were sleeping together. i guess part of it is that bear is going on his adventure soon. She said there wouldn't be any woohoo tonight since She was so tired. She did thank me and i told Her that She is doing what She wants to do. She said, "Yes, i am sleeping with My boyfriend".

i tucked T/them into bed and left Her room. i remembered that i didn't have a cami on. Just my bra under a pj shirt so i knocked and went in and got one. i curtsied and said, "i love You" and left Her room after shutting Her door.

Today i feel more feminine. More the girl. ahh i almost forgot. When W/we went to the store Domina told bear to escort me into the store. She didn't want Her girl to go unescorted. i so love Her!

sissygirl

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Weekend of April 24 2009


  • On Saturday i woke up at 6:30am. i was kind of surprised because i was up pretty late the night before. i went and made coffee and then took a shower. Domina had said that i should take a shower by 7am since bear was coming over and W/we were going to yard sales, the market, etc. i took a nice shower and when i came out i got dressed in Female jeans, a pretty green flowered blouse, and my new sandals.
  • bear arrived
  • W/we went to yard sales. i picked up a couple pretty shirts, a USB cup warmer for my computer, and a pink Beanie Baby bear
  • Went to River Market where W/we shopped at a huge antique store. Domina actually found a quirt. Owiiee!. W/we then shopped at the River Market itself and got some veggies and herbs. W/we then had lunch at Winslows BBQ. Love that smokey taste!
  • Went to Hyvee and bought brats for dinner and a huge pork tenderloin and had it cut. Got home found the pork hadn't made it to the basket. i had already changed into my pink/black cami and big girl bra and short skirt. Domina told bear and i to go back to the store. She told me to go as i was. we did and got the pork.
  • i then grilled the brats as a storm came in. They turned out great!
  • W/we watched an episode of Angel (puppets)
  • W/we watched Borne Supremacy. Domina got tired and went upstairs to take a shower. bear had gone up already to take a bath. i then found that She was going to bed. She said T/they were just going to sleep. i asked if She wanted me to sleep downstairs. She said yes.
  • leopet and i finished the movie. we talked about lots of things.
  • i was on the computer for a couple hours before i went to bed on the futon downstairs.