Happy New Year 2008!

i wish you all a wonderful New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

May all your dreams come true!

sissy

Happy Friday!

After another snow i'm ready for tgif! i hope to try my new makeup kit :) Time to be girly! i love being a sissy!

sissy

What a snowy night!

Last night after work while driving home from work i stopped at Super Walmart and shopped with the money i got for Christmas. There were many 1/2 price sales there and i looked around at the packages there. Domina mentioned some makeup kits and i ended up picking up a huge makeup kit on wheels, teeehee! Thats going to be fun!

i got home and put a pizza on. A little later Domina and leopet arrived and W/we had dinner. Since one TV show Domina enjoys isn't showing up due to the writers strike i put on "Personal Services" an old fetish British comedy. i had been trying to get it for quite a while but only offered in the European standard DVD but got it in NTSC. Domina and i enjoyed it while laying in front of the TV.

i then served Mistress tea in bed and then worked on my site: http://bimpie.no-ip.com/~discuss until it was time to go to bed :)

sissy

The Day after Christmas

i hope everyone had a great Christmas! It was great here. i got Mistress a laptop cooler, a remote control finder and some Harry Potter items: decal and a pin.

Mistress gave me a pink butterfly navel jewelry. i love it! i put it in and it looks so girly yaaay! i got some ear studs, pink fluffy house shoes, and the big thing: a real wig! yaaaay. i got a pink throw, computer game among other things.

Later W/we went and saw "Sweeney Todd" That was surely a dark movie!

sissy

Merry Christmas Everyone!

i wish everyone a wonderful and warm Christmas!

sissy

mmmm Friday!

i got home from work last night and went straight to the computer and continued saving my files off to another then started reinstalling Vista. A couple hours later its up again! yaaaay! It is nice having a clean system again :) Now to copy all those files back again (documents, pictures, email, etc).

Things are particularly stressful this time of the year with family coming in and all. i must be a good girl and always know my place and do what She says. Teeeheee Domina said that most of my presents will be sissy ones, yaaay! She let me go to the thrift store a couple nights ago to get Ladies jeans. That was so much fun. Domina said that i can get more unisex clothes to wear daily.

wow! hard to believe its so late in the year!

sissy

Holiday time :)

What times these are! Domina's family members coming in, spending Christmas Eve with my folks, job searching, so much going on! Sure is stressful!. Now... Domina's power jack on Her laptop is faulty and barely working and on top of that i spent most of yesterday upgrading my Vista to Ultimate Vista to find out that you can't put it both on your laptop and desktop computer. It will let you install it fully but you can't activate it and the tough thing.... you can't reverse it back. So i am going to have to save my files onto another computer and then reinstall Windows from scratch!

In lighter sissy news, lol i've been working on my new site i host myself called: Ds Discussion at http://bimpie.no-ip.com/~discuss. Membership is free and features articles, stories, a forum, chat, instant messaging and soon a gallery. This is an adult site and will grow. If your interested in discussing Dominance and submission, Femdom, submission, BDSM, feminization, cuckolding, crossdressing, etc, please join :)

Sweet Friday!

oh my! Its here! i can't wait til work is done today then time to let the hair down and be all girl. Domina bought me some more clothes. Now i have lady's jeans too. So nice to be able to be dressed all Fem out and about.

Domina said W/we will play this weekend. i can't wait!

sissy

gay or girly or bi?

yesterday I had a weird feeling and somering Domina said made me think. is a feminine acting guy perceived as gay or a girl? I am bi and I love learning and being girlie as much as I can be. I know a lot of people are getting tired of 'labels' but I see it all as self-awareness too.

sissy

Ice!

Here in the midwest we are under a 24 hour ice storm. Last night Mistress had leopet and i gather wood and other warm things in case the power goes out. we did and we enjoyed a nice fire and a Harry Potter movie. at one point I suggested that we put another log on the fireplace. Mistress then told me not to worry about it because leopet takes care of boy things and that I take care of girly things. ahhhh!
the connection to the internet was terrible but better now. thank goodness!
sissy

Shopping today

Today i was out shopping for Christmas presents and Domina and leopet went out shopping too. i found a couple ornaments for them that i thought was perfect. i wore one of Domina's sweaters, dangly Christmas earrings, eyeliner, and some lipgloss.

After i got home Domina told me T/hey were out shopping in a store and found something She asked came in pink. The salesman asked if it was for Her. She said, no its for my husband. He looked at leopet and She said no, he's my boyfriend. The salesman looked bewildered lol.

sissy

Snowy Friday!

wow! already December 7th!. Yesterday it snowed lots and i took O/our westie out to play in the snow. i didn't know they were so adept in the snow!

Domina said this weekend i'll have my chance to be girly. With family around this week it hasn't been too bad. i can still wear my camis :)

Have any of you sissies or crossdressers gone to a salon for a complete makeover? Yesterday i was thinking how wonderful that would be. To walk in with Mistress and hear Her say, "I want a full makeover for my sissy husband..." i think that would be fun!

sissy

Eroticizing in D/s

Why do many things, activities, etc in the context of D/s seem erotic whereas outside may not be? For example in servitude, to bring Mistress a glass of wine when She asks for one seems erotic to me. i don't think a waiter in a restraunt would think it is in that context. Of course being naked and wearing a collar, on my knees with my eyes lowered surely accentuates it all but the servitude in itself is erotic to me. Perhaps because of my role as Mistress's slave and the joy of pleasing Her translates in my brain as an erotic act. Servitude has many forms; bringing food or drink, giving massages, housework duties, chauffeuring etc. Each translating in my brain as an erotic act. Maybe it is the act of subservience. hmmm i'm thinking of exploring how otherwise non-erotic activities become erotic in the right context. i think it may be a fascinating study.

On a related note, rules seem erotic to me. Mistress has established rules that She has me follow as Her slave. Rules while W/we are at home and rules while W/we are out. Periodically W/we will discuss them. She may modify them, add more or stop a rule. It is exciting to me somehow to learn a new rule. Today Mistress established a rule that i will serve drinks and such with my eyes lowered. It is meant to lower myself to Her since She is my superior. i find it erotic as well. So exciting to me!

Second Life

Have you ever tried Second Life? I you enjoy exploring both yourself and another place it can be quite enlightening and fun!

Second Life is a huge online community that is free to join and can stay free unless you want to get some of the nicer things like better clothes, articles, lands etc.

To join the service go to http://www.secondlife.com/ and create an account. The first name can be what you want it to be but the last name is chosen from a selection. The name you pick must be unique from anyone else there. You choose your gender which can be male, female or none then your avatar that can really evolve. Once you get in you go through a tutorial and then your in. This place is huge! You must be an adult to be on it. Second Life has lands and places for any interest you can imagine. Adult areas too!

i am a sissy girl on second life with the name james noe. i love the place!

my first post

i'm sissy slave jamie. i am married and owned by my Mistress Phoenix. i started another blog here based on my previous name slavejamesmichael but felt that it is more appropriate to have one for who i am now.
sissy