Weekend of April 24 2009

• On Saturday i woke up at 6:30am. i was kind of surprised because i was up pretty late the night before. i went and made coffee and then took a shower. Domina had said that i should take a shower by 7am since bear was coming over and W/we were going to yard sales, the market, etc. i took a nice shower and when i came out i got dressed in Female jeans, a pretty green flowered blouse, and my new sandals.
• bear arrived
• W/we went to yard sales. i picked up a couple pretty shirts, a USB cup warmer for my computer, and a pink Beanie Baby bear
• Went to River Market where W/we shopped at a huge antique store. Domina actually found a quirt. Owiiee!. W/we then shopped at the River Market itself and got some veggies and herbs. W/we then had lunch at Winslows BBQ. Love that smokey taste!
• Went to Hyvee and bought brats for dinner and a huge pork tenderloin and had it cut. Got home found the pork hadn't made it to the basket. i had already changed into my pink/black cami and big girl bra and short skirt. Domina told bear and i to go back to the store. She told me to go as i was. we did and got the pork.
• i then grilled the brats as a storm came in. They turned out great!
• W/we watched an episode of Angel (puppets)
• W/we watched Borne Supremacy. Domina got tired and went upstairs to take a shower. bear had gone up already to take a bath. i then found that She was going to bed. She said T/they were just going to sleep. i asked if She wanted me to sleep downstairs. She said yes.
• leopet and i finished the movie. we talked about lots of things.
• i was on the computer for a couple hours before i went to bed on the futon downstairs.

Sunday April 19 2009

Saturday i was getting ready to go out to work. bear arrived to take Domina out of town to a Bed and breakfast. W/we were doing both at the same time. Domina asked me to get some things for Her while i was getting ready too. Soon i left. Domina and bear left. T/they went to stay at a supposed haunted Bed and breakfast to celebrate his birthday.

i worked for a few hours and at one point called Domina about picking up some herbs and veggies at Home Depot Sunday Morning. She had said that they were going on sale. i finally got a hold of Her as She was getting ready to go down to the pool. She gave me a list of what to get and then hung up.

As Domina told us, it was a boys and girls night. leopet had bought 4 pounds of chicken wings and drumettes and i stopped by our local Hyvee and picked up some Hooters breading, Three Mile Island sauce and Hot wing sauce as well as some beer. Domina usually limits our beer to three or four a night but didn't limit it for Saturday.

i got home and prepared the wings. i fried them up according to the instructions. we then went down and watched 'Danny Darko'. What a movie! The wings turned out wonderful too! i loved Three Mile Island especially teeeheee!

i went to bed alone after being on the computer for awhile and massaging my breasts. i do love doing that. As Domina observed that i am playing with myself when i do that. It kind of replaces masturbating in a while and to think that it is helping develop my feminine figure :)

i woke up at 7am and went to Home Depot. i wasn't certain exactly how many of each Domina wanted me to get but as it turned out i got what She wanted. i hadn't had time for a shower and makeup but i did shave my face and brushed my hair and my teeth. There were traces of lip color on my lips. i went into Home Depot with my purse. It went pretty well.

i stopped by the grocery store and picked up a few things like coffee and donuts. i got home and got on my computer and massaged my breasts more. i had a very nice chat with sissy jackie on http://bimpie.no-ip.com/discuss. leopet is working on Domina's car and i went out to help him a bit.

Domina and bear returned home. She was looking so good. She had a manicure and massage while at the B&B. She asked if i missed Her and i said "Oh yes Domina!" i told Her what was going on. W/we all went up to Her bedroom and She told me a bit of T/their time together. i asked if there was any sex. She said, "Oh yes. I will tell you later but W/we need to rest". bear woke up and asked what was up. i said W/we were having some girl talk teehee. i asked if She wanted me to put makeup on. "Of course. But after a shower later". Right now bear and I are going to take a nap. i told Her that i was going to but will downstairs. She said, "Like a good sissy girl should. " i said yes Domina. She slid into bed with bear and snuggled up to him. i curtsied and closed Her bedroom door.

i came downstairs and worked on the site some more. Soon i'll take a nap :)

sissygirl

The week Friday April 17 2009

Its been a nice week this week. All week i have been attending a training course that is preparing me for my temp job that should last a couple months. Domina is certainly happy to see me working although She is wanting to adjust the chores around here. i am happy to be working too. Like Domina said, for this i need to pretend to be a boy but i'm always a girl. i'm tying my hair back in a pony tail and wearing crystal ear studs. As far as wear its more unisex. No makeup :( As soon as i got home from work today Domina told me to get makeup on my face especially eyeliner and get girly swoon :) After i put it all on She said "Much better".

It was kind of funny, a lady came up to me saying, "Excuse me ma'am". i love it :)

bear was over earlier this week. Big Mistress came out. No sex. It was all BDSM play. This weekend Domina and bear are going out of town together to a B&B to celebrate his birthday. he has hopes that it will be a good adventure. Domina feels like getting out of town. Domina told me the other day to think about where i would like to go out of town with Her next month since it will be O/our 3rd anniversary. yaaaaay! She said that W/we might go out of town to a B&B as a couple of lesbians. i think it will be fun!

The weather sure has been up and down. It was beautiful today. Tomorrow they are forecasting rain.

Yes to the one who asked if "Are you real" from the Ds Discussion board http://bimpie.no-ip.com/discuss. teehee i am real. The board is working very well. i had some technical issues that were causing a pain but one thing about things like that, rarely are they original. Someone else tackled the same issues and that sure helps!

Have a wonderful weekend!

sissygirl

Happy Easter Apr 12 2009

i love the feeling of the cool air outside. The weather has been crazy lately. Spring feeling one day then wintry the next. It almost seems like growing pains going into the next season.

It doesn't seem like much has been happening lately. Domina and leopet has been concentrating on yard/garden work. bear hasn't been out here since last Tuesday. he is coming over today and Domina said is spending the night, maybe two.

For the last couple days Domina and i have gone to yard sales and thrift stores. Sadly i had to throw away my wonderful white pocketed bra the other day. It had gotten so worn and discolored especially after using lotion with tanning elements. Domina found a new thrift store near U/us and W/we visited it. voila! i found a new pocketed white bra. Teehee! i also found a couple light jackets and some cute tops at thrift stores.

Domina had been mentioning that Her car was so messy. She said She wanted the trash taken out of it. Yesterday i did a complete inside detailing including vacuuming and shampooing the carpeting and upholstery. It really made Her happy. Domina and leopet were working on putting up privacy blinds on O/our lower deck so W/we can sun/play naked. i am pretty impressed with the work. Domina said She was really hungry and wanted me to get some steaks. i went to O/our local Hyvee all fem of course. i always do anyway giggle and got some KC Strip steaks, double baked potatoes, baked beans and salad. It all turned out very well!

Domina had been conversing with a few potential playmates via Collarme lately. One male sub seemed really interested but would have quite a distance to come. Domina was really irked though when She hadn't heard from him for awhile and then found out that he lost Her email address. She decided to put a pause on Collarme and go offline. It really has taken a lot of time for people who hasn't seemed too dedicated. She did meet a male Dom who wants to try his sub/masochistic side. he is interested to in being one that Domina's bear might top. W/we'll see!

i went to see my psych the other day for a scheduled visit. i told her about the problems we had a couple weeks ago when we went to St Louis. She thought that having multiples in the mix may cause more tension and cause Domina and i to grow apart. i told Domina. She thought that not being in alt lifestyles she may not have a full view of what they are all about. Also that O/our relationship has just evolved. Domina feels that each of us has our own part to bring to Her whole. bear is Her husband/boyfriend/lover. leopet Her helper and pet. i am Her wife/girlfriend. She feels closer to me and thinks O/our relationship is better for it all. Although at first She didn't want a girl for a husband She prefers me as Her girl. Although She didn't like the idea of cuckolding at first, She loves it now. Even bear who can't see cuckolding and extended chastity for himself is getting into cuckolding me teeheee.

One thing i told Domina the other day. Through it all i want to know that i am special to Her and that She cherishes me. She said that i am and She does :)

Tomorrow i start a training week for a short term job i will be doing for the next few weeks. Like Domina said, i will need to pretend i am a boy again. i am going to color my hair today since it needs it. Natural blonde this time. i will be wearing my hair in a pony tail.

sissygirl

Saturday April 4 2009

This morning i woke up with Domina at about 6:30am to get ready to go to yard sales. i made coffee and brought Domina up some cereal. She said bear was bringing Her Cappuchino from McDonalds.

i took a shower and got pretty. Lately i have been wearing a red lip stain either from Covergirl or Max and then putting on a coat of "Snowcone". Domina loves the pink results :)

Domina, bear, leopet and i then left to find some treasures. W/we found some nice fem shirts. A couple that has a fetish look to them. The one i got is in a nice spring green. W/we found a few other things as well.

W/we also went to Walmart where i got some moisturizing and firming lotion. leopet got some Easter gifts for his nephew and niece.

W/we then went to Perkins for a nice breakfast.

W/we returned home. i helped Domina in the garden by helping Her put together a small storage shed that came apart in high winds. She then continued working. i was in and out of the house.

Later W/we watched some of the first season of the Big Bang Theory and then started dinner consisting of grilled salmon and chicken breasts.

W/we watched an episode of Castle from the DVR. By the end of it Domina and bear were ready to go up and play. Domina said T/they were going upstairs. She may or may not call me.

i was on my computer for awhile and massaging my breasts when i heard Domina calling. i put my bra back on and went upstairs. i found bear naked and lying on Domina's bed. She told me to sit on his chest. She said Her whore wanted to suck my clitty. She then had me edge forward. he took my clit and started sucking. Domina got on him and started riding. It felt so good! His whiskers really let me know how sensitive i was. Domina pulled me out of his mouth and started stroking me. i begged and She said cum. i did all over his face. Domina then got over and really spread it around. It really felt so good and i was so hot!

Domina then told me to change the sheets. i did. i was then dismissed and told to come back up when bear will be told to go downstairs due to snoring teehee.

What a day!

sissygirl

April 1 2009

Wow! Already April first! i've been struggling lately to get a post out. W/we all went out of town last weekend to St Louis for the Beat me in St Louis event. i wrote a long entry last night about it but a lot of it was a downer. The event itself was great but negative things got to me like my inability to participate in impact play i.e. flogging because of my pinched nerve condition, hearing about old friends from my BDSM group having tragic physical problems such as blindness, colon cancer, and being unable to communicate my funk to Domina without Her taking it personally resulted in some very difficult times for me. W/we are all starting to recover now.

Besides the above the event was great! bear had purchased a new SUV and W/we all went together. bear drove. Domina sat in the front passenger seat. T/they travelled hand in hand most the way there and back.

i have attended the event several times before and once with Domina. It was wonderful now going as a girl. During the day when W/we went to seminars on poly relationships and ownership of slaves and submissives i dressed as a girly girl wearing a very short denim skirt, my new pink butterfly shirt, my big girl bra, pink patent leather ballet flats and frilly white socks. At night Domina wanted me to dress slutty. The first night i wore my pink big girl bra which was so visible under my black fishnet shirt and an open female vest. i wore my short leather skirt, fishnet stockings and strappy hi heels. The first night W/we attended the opening ceremonies and wandered around the dungeon. They had two; A large upbeat one and a smaller more intimate one with softer music.

The second night i wore pretty much the same except for a blue fishnet shirt. This time W/we took the toys to the dungeon and Domina played with bear and leopet on the st andrews cross and a spider web with chains. She locked me up in a cage with my wrists bound. i love cages!

W/we loved perusing the vendors area with so many toys, fetish wear, novelties, jewelry etc. bear bought Domina a pair of hot red fetish boots which so reminded me of the movie 'Kinky Boots'.

The next day W/we drove back home. When W/we got home tension was high and W/we had more trouble. Since then W/we have been working on it. Domina and i have been modifying the rules. Once thing that has been seriously pointed out to me is my tendency to tell long war stories of ages past. i didn't think it was a problem but apparently it is. Domina prefers me to tell Her things in short concise sentences. i suggested that i use the Twitter model. Twitter if you don't know is similar to a blog except entries are kept at 140 characters or less. She and bear likes that idea.

Domina and bear are getting closer. T/their fights are getting far and between. Domina considers him Her husband and bear considers She and i his wives. It sure is different referring to him as my husband. Also in the cuckold side of things he is becoming more active and at one point suggested to Domina that maybe i should cum in a week or two weeks. Domina feels he may be a switch and may train him to go that way. i asked if there will come a time where She will have me serve him. She said that She may have me serve anyone.

bear stayed here for an extra day and the sleeping arrangements were that Domina had bear sleep with Her in Her bed until i came to bed later in the evening since She likes going to sleep with him and waking with me.

Domina has wanted me to research joining the local community center for swimming and working out. i found that they define a family as two adults and children. i explained that we have a second adult living with U/us. They said that it could be any two adults. Domina plans on Her and leopet joining. She said She doesn't want me to build any muscles but maintain my feminine figure. i agree.

After taking the herbs and doing breast massage i am growing. Domina asked me if i had my third breast form in my bra the other day. i said no and realized that my bust is increasing. Woot!

Domina has been finding out that Her suspicions where right where Her sister and new brother in law may be kinky too. T/they plan on visiting U/us soon and play may happen. She is exploring Her dominate side and he is clearly a submissive. i think its so wild that i can be so open and be my girly self to Domina's side of the family!

i've now switched over to my summer purse. Its a white knit one that Domina made last year. i love it. i think its more feminine :)

A pretty big thing too is the Ds Discussion board at Ds Discussion . i had a server crash a couple weeks ago and lost that site as well as my old site at http://bimpie.no-ip.com/~discuss. i rebuilt the server and now have the other one (Ds Discussion) It is working well and i plan on adding more and more to it and hope that those who joined before will rejoin and new ones as well. i love seeing a community of adults interested in Dominance and submission join. The board has so much potential since it features articles, forums, groups, photo, audio and video galleries, chat, profiles, etc.

Have a great day!

sissygirl