Where did that come from?

W/we had some drama tonight in the House of Phoenix. It all had to do with dinner and coordinating same. bear had meat and i had corn. bear flew off the handle and i didn't know where it came from. As Domina found out he is quite particular about how others help when he is in charge of dinner. he is also quite tired from lack of sleep preparing for this trip Domina and he are going on. i guess the last straw broke when i had pointed out a couple things that he took as accusatory which they weren't. i got upset during the course of it as well. W/we all learned something new tonight.
whew!

sissygirl

July 28 2009 Last weekend part 2

The next morning (Saturday) i woke up at about 9am. i went up to the kitchen and noticed that no coffee had been made yet. Usually leopet is up by then. i made coffee. bear showed up and said Domina was really tired. She slept until about 11am. She said that both of T/them were very restless the night before and didn't sleep much.

During the afternoon i went out shopping for awhile and then came home. Domina had been working in the garden and bear was lounging around. i guess allergies were making me tired and feeling bitchy.

At about 2pm Domina said She was going to take a nap. If you were going to take a nap now is the time. i asked Her if i was going to take a nap. She said that i didn't need one since i'm a night owl. She wanted me to clean the veggies for dinner which amounted to quite alot. i went back down to the kitchen and started cleaning the veggies and feeling more and more bitchy. i started thinking about the play Domina had mentioned for that evening and thought about how i was feeling. Finally i went up to Her room. i didn't knock since i didn't want to wake up bear. i opened the door and saw that Domina and bear were both awake and naked in bed. She was playing with his man cock. She asked what it was. i told Her i was feeling tired and bitchy and all. She told me to come in and lay down since bear was just getting up. i went in and lay down. Both Domina and bear left Her room after She asked me what i was working on. i tried to sleep but it just didn't happen.

After about 1/2 and hour i got up and went downstairs. Domina was cleaning the carrots. She asked me what i was doing downstairs. i told Her sleep just wasn't happening. She told me to clean the rest of the veggies. i did and then cut up the green, red and yellow bell peppers. i also cut up the green and yellow zucchini and red onion. i threw it all together and made a marinade.

bear grilled several kabobs he put together and put them on the grill. While he was working on the grill i joined Domina at the patio table on the lower deck. W/we were talking awhile and bear joined U/us for a few minutes. Although W/we had the citronella candles going the mosquitoes were out in force! Domina said that W/we were going to play out on the deck. She was going to have me naked in whatever W/we were going to do but there were too many mosquitoes.

when bear was done grilling i put the veggies on a grill wok and stir fried them over the grill.

When i was done with the veggies W/we all had a fine dinner in front of the tv. W/we watched the latest episode of True Blood. W/we are so enthralled with that show! Like so many shows i identify with the female characters. In True Blood i identify with Sookie who is the main character. i've been thinking of making a t-shirt of Merlotte's Bar and Grill like she wears on the show.

After the show Domina said that T/they were going to bed. She told me that She was going to play with bear for 15-20 minutes then have me come up.

Domina had told me previously that She didn't want me present when She played with bear because he was in the role of a submissive. When i am allowed to be present both Domina and he are my Dominants since it is more in a cuckolding theme.

Domina called me up. She had bear naked and plugged. She told me to sit on the chair. She was calling him Her fido and had him bark. She then handed me the lube. Domina told me to remove my panties and skirt and play with myself. She got on bear and rode him awhile. She said, "How i love having a real man's cock in My pussy." i said it is so hot Domina! Your clitty isn't going in Me again She said "i fuck real men".. i repeated it. She said no, I don't fuck girls.

i was sooo turned on!

Domina rode him several times. She then had me come over and had him suck me and cum on his face calling him a slut and a whore. i came so hard! She then had me sit down and watch while She rode him again and then had him cum on his belly. i sat there with waves of endorphins passing through me. Domina then had me come up and clean him up with my tongue. i went over and bent over and began lapping his come up. i licked his man cock and sucked it to clean it. When i thought about what i was doing i gagged a bit but kept on. This is my place. Domina said that good girls do this and get used to it.

Domina then had me wet a washcloth with warm water and clean up his cock and his belly then my face.

She then told me to go and blog it all. i said yes Domina.

Domina later said She realized that during play She treated bear as a submissive but that it just naturally went that way. W/we were all amazed at how Domina is more and more vocal.

i put my panties back on and went downstairs and recovered. i slept on the futon that night.

Here it is Tuesday. Domina said that Her husband bear is coming over tomorrow to fuck and suck and relax before his trip out west. She is going to fly out there to meet him on the new adventure. Domina is so looking forward to it. Domina wants me to hold a garage sale while T/they are gone. She hopes the garage will be clear so She can park Her car in there again.

Its raining today. i will go out later and get the ingredients for spaghetti.

sissygirl

Happy Friday! July 24 2009

Its been a very nice week. The weather has been nice and the temperature has been in the 70s and 80s.

Last weekend Domina's boyfriend or as She calls him Her husband bear was over on Saturday and Sunday and stayed for both nights. i thought it was interesting that i didn't think to sleep with Domina in Her bed since bear is Her man and as She calls him, the "man of the house". Unless i have something important to tell Domina, i don't interrupt T/them. If i have something i knock on Her bedroom door and ask permission to come in.

On Wednesday bear came over in the afternoon just after Domina came home from work. She was taking a shower and W/we were having girl talk. i was feeling irritable since the night before after having some trouble setting up my phone. i opened the door of the bathroom to go get Domina a towel and there was bear all naked and getting into Domina's bed. i was finishing up getting ready while Domina got in bed with him. She had said earlier that T/they were going to "suck and fuck". i repeated, "Domina, Your going to fuck and suck?" She then that T/they might not suck lol. Earlier that day Domina said loving Mistress was out. i curtsied and told them to have fun. i've thought of saying, "Do what i wouldn't do" lol i don't know how that would come out.

Wednesday night Domina and i was re-watching the last episode of 'True Blood'. While W/we were watching it laying on the futon in front of the wide-screen Domina slapped at my crotch. i was tucked so i thought Domina wanted to see if i was. After a couple minutes i asked Domina if She wanted to play with my clitty. She said yes and to untuck myself. i did and pulled my denim shorts down and then my panties. She then played with me for awhile. It felt sooooo good. Its been awhile since She has. The last several times i've been touched it was by Her boyfriend. Interestingly enough the next day She told him She played with me. he said he couldn't understand why She did that because he thought T/they were cucking me together. She told me She will play with Her toy when and where She wants to.

i colored my hair medium natural blond early in the week. It is much darker than the last time i colored it. Domina said She really didn't like that color on me so i am going to color it lighter blond next week.

my breasts are coming along. i have been taking the herbs fenugreek, red clover, saw palmetto, L-Lysine (amino acids) regularly. i've also been drinking a tea called Bustea from the Flat 2 Fem program consisting of fenugreek, anise, licorice root, caraway seed, and fennel seed. i boil it for several minutes in a couple cups of water and flavor it with lemon juice and sweeten with sugar. It has a kind of odd taste but isn't bad. Its supposed to help supplement the herbs. teeehee! Looking at me straight on one can see bulges. i can especially see my breasts looking down. i wear a bra all the time now.

i can't imagine going out and about pretending i'm a guy now. i would feel too uncomfortable and too plain really. Its funny though because i do have that paranoia thinking everyone is reading me but i know they all aren't. Domina tells me that i look and act very fem. She tells me that i glide when i walk. The only thing that would make people think is my 6'1" height. Domina is so wonderful. i feel more confident going out and about as a girl :)

i got up this morning when Domina came into Her bedroom taking Her first break from work. i got up and freshened my mouth and went downstairs and made coffee. i then took a glass of water into the office and took my herbs and read email. When coffee was ready i went in and grabbed a cup and put a teaspoon of raw sugar into it. i grabbed a breakfast bar.

Domina soon left for work and so i started my breast massage regimen. i then thought to wash Her bed sheets. i put them in the wash and hung up the dryer load.

i resumed reading email. Soon i took a shower and got pretty. i used blackest black eyeliner today and put first my all day red lip stain. i let it dry and then put my pink on. i like the tone. i then put on the gloss.

Today i wore short female denim shorts, my grey striped tank top and sandals.

While i was putting Her deep red sheets on Her bed Domina arrived. i finished what i had done
and greeted Domina with a kiss. bear arrived. What a surprise! i didn't know he was coming today. i thought tomorrow. i greeted him too.

Domina wanted me to take the yard cart to Her car to bring in some soil and flowers She had bought. i took it up and unloaded it and took it to the right spot in the back yard.

i then left and shopped at Big Lot, the thrift store and the grocery store. i couldn't find anything at the thrift store. i was looking for some casual shoes and the ever elusive 38A bra! i then went to the grocery store where i got some peppers and zucchini for tomorrows grilling.

i returned home and picked up O/our cat and took him out to a vet across town to get Her monthly allergy shot.

i left her at the vet and went down to the thrift store there and found a couple of wonderful sandals, a rainbow woven leather belt but no bras.

i then returned home. i greeted Domina and bear and showed T/them the treasures i found at the thrift store. i then told Domina, "i feel like putting my bikini on" She couldn't remember the bikini i picked up at the thrift store some months ago. i went upstairs to Her bedroom and put it on and made sure i tucked good. i came downstairs and showed it to Domina. She really liked it :)

leo had bought hamburger to grill so he made them up and i grilled them. he heated up the french fries.

When supper was ready i made Domina Her hamburgers, fries and wine. i brought it down to Her. W/we then watched a comedy.

At the end of it Domina told bear "Its was time for bed." She turned to me and said, "W/we are going to bed. i said yes Domina. She then told me to give Her a kiss. i asked Her if i could follow Her to bed. i did. i washed the makeup off my face with St Ive's. Domina and bear got in bed naked together and pulled the sheets up. Domina told me "Good night girly girl". i asked Her if i could kiss Her. She said yes. i came up to Her and kissed Her. She told me T/they were just going to sleep.

i said, "Yes Domina" and curtsied and left Her room. i closed the door to give Domina privacy with Her boyfriend.

i cleaned up the kitchen

i went to the office. Took off my bikini top and started my massage :)

Tomorrow all i know is that W/we are grilling veggies and other things.

i guess Domina and bear have a surprise for me tomorrow night teeehee!

One thing., Domina mentioned that its a week from Saturday that She is flying out to Colorado to spend the week with bear on one of his adventures. i'm really excited for Her and on the cuckold side of things. This is the longest time She will be out with someone else.

sissygirl

Updates Tuesday July 14 2009

Last time i posted i said goodnight to Domina and Her bf/husband bear after i brought T/them up a glass of wine and beer. Domina told me that was all and dismissed me closing Her bedroom door behind me.

That next morning i was woken by loud thunder and rain on the roof. i was sleeping on the futon mattress which is sitting in between the couch and the tv. i slept really good but of course it isn't as comfortable as Domina's bed.

Soon i got up and went to the kitchen and made coffee. i was having coffee and an oatmeal fruit bar and then went into the office, closed the door and starting surfing and doing my breast massage routine.

A couple hours later i heard Domina and bear coming down the stairs. Domina came into the office looking so radiant! Her hair had been brushed straight and She looked happy and beautiful. She is so happy knowing that bear is home and that She has Her two boys and Her girl. Domina and bear went out in the yard and walked around. i was back in the office. i was going to go out and see what T/they were up to but heard spanking upstairs. T/they were playing! i giggled.

After awhile bear came down dressed and i went upstairs. Domina was naked on Her bed and so spent. She and bear had been playing and playing. She tried riding him and using Her big electric vibe on Her clit at the same time and discovered what it could do! She said She came like She never had before. It was wild seeing Her so happy and peaceful. Also wild thinking Her man shared that with Her.

Later Domina and bear came down and lay on the futon and watched some tv. i was itching ot get out of the house. i took a shower, got pretty and said bye bye to Domina and bear as i left to do some shopping.

i went to target and got some things. i looked around in the ladies department looking for a 38A bra. Just no luck. Anything 38 started with C. There were a few 36As but i was just browsing. i looked at shoes too. i ended up picking up an Entertainment Weekly and some loose powder mineral makeup and a lipstick called 'flirty'.

On the way home i stopped at the grocery store and picked up some beer. i stopped at the Starbuck's counter and got my Expresso Doppio. i do every time i go there. The girls there usually greet me with, "Hi jamie!" and get me my Doppio. Its fun chatting with them as girls :)

i got home and bear was asleep next to Domina. i showed Her the things i got and then went to the computer for awhile.

W/we had dinner and watched tv. Domina had told me several times that T/they probably wouldn't play tonight since bear has been so tired. She said it will probably wait til Wednesday.

Domina and bear left to go take a shower and go to bed. i followed Domina up and tended to Her needs. Soon bear came in and both got in the shower together. i was watching the door close and made a please sound. Domina said "jamie wants to watch. Should W/we let her watch?" bear said water might spray out on the floor. i said, "Please, please let me watch!" a couple times. bear then slid the door open a bit. i watched T/them soap each other down and rub each other. Skin on skin. Kissing. It was so wild. i felt i was in another reality or something. Soon bear left the shower and dried down. Domina continued and then came out of the shower.
i watched Her get ready for bed and soon bear came up. Domina then said to kiss Her good night. i would be called if anything calling for a 3 some materialized.

i went down stairs and starting cleaning up the kitchen and the dishes. i was down there for awhile when i heard bear shout that Domina wanted me upstairs.

i came upstairs and entered Domina's bedroom. i could hear the buzzing of Her vibrator and both were naked. Domina said i could get a chair and bring it around and watch. i should be a good girl and watch. i did that. It was amazing watching Domina, my Mistress Wife climb on top of bear's cock and ride. T/they were having so much fun! Soon Domina told me to come around and suck Her bf/husband's cock. i came around and got on my knees and sucked him deeper and deeper. Both were commenting on how T/their girl was doing. Soon Domina told me to pull my panties down. i did and She had bear suck on my clitty. my my my it felt sooo good! Soon She told me to cum. She said i was just a toy for Her and Her bf/husband. i came standing there so intensely! i felt so animalistic! Domina then told me i was dismissed. She told me i'd better stay Her sissy girl. i put on my panties and left Her room and went back to cleaning up the kitchen.

Soon i was back on my computer and massaging my breasts. Yes, cumming i lose that sexual tension and frustration. At that time i didn't feel so feminine and so horny. It felt so good cumming though.

After awhile and watching another episode of 'Quantum Leap' on Hulu i went down to the living room and fell asleep on the futon. i was woken up at about 4am when Domina told me to go to bed in Her room. She was leaving to go to work and bear was already gone.

i went upstairs and fell asleep.

What a weekend! Domina's bear is back. More and more my place in Domina's life is being reinforced. Its not a dream. i am truly Domina's sissy cuckold wife. Yesterday Domina told me that it is good that i accept my place since jealousy and fighting would not work. She told me that i am lucky that i am so loved by Her and all.

ahhhh
sissygirl

bear is home! July 11 2009

Domina's boyfriend/husband/lover has been out of the country in Switzerland on one of his adventures. Domina has really missed him and especially so since he forgot his cell phone in his car. he left his car with U/us for the trip.

A couple hours ago Domina left to go to the airport to pick bear up. She left with Her latest Charlaine Harris's Sookie Novel. The novel that covers this season's True Blood. About half an hour ago Domina and bear came through the front door. i met T/them in my pink babydoll. bear is looking great although he is so tired. he said he has been up for the last 26 hours travelling.

Domina and bear went upstairs and i followed a few minutes later. bear said he brought home some prezzies and gave U/us some Swiss chocolate, some fancy drinking straws and some rocks off the trail on the Swiss Alps. he is certainly glad to be home. he did say that it was so beautiful over there.

Domina told me to get Her a glass of wine and a beer for bear. i went downstairs and got them and brought them up and handed them to T/them.

Domina said, "jamie" i asked, "That is all Domina?" She said it was. i curtsy'd and left Her bedroom. She shut Her door after me.

Earlier Domina said that the next couple days are bear's. If he wants to sleep he will. If he wants to do something else he will.

Of course his place is with Domina in Her bed. he is Her man. She told me that his place is there.

Last night W/we were watching tv and before retiring for the night She played with my clitty a bit. It felt so nice and while She did She reinforced the fact that bear is Her husband and i am Her wife. That i am Her girl and that is the path i chose.

It has been about 27 days since i last came. It is wonderful really. The sexual frustration and horniness makes me feel all the more turned on by being Her girl, Her cuckold, Her wife. i so love Her!

i don't know what is planned for tomorrow but its not my worry. my place is just to do what Domina tells me to do and take care of Her and bear.

sissygirl

Update July 7 2009

Today was a pretty nice day although it rained in the afternoon. At least it saved us needing to water the yard and gardens.

i had a nice chat with Larry this morning. Congrats on your new sissy!

i had a terrible thing happen in the shower. While i was washing my belly button piercing went all the way through. i looked at it closer and saw that the hole had gotten so big that it wouldn't hold the jewelry. i thought i might put a ring through it but really the skin is too narrow now. Domina told me not to.

Domina's girlfriend came over for a chat for awhile and i got to sit in. It was nice feeling like one of the girls :)

After she went home. Domina went up to take a nap. i left to go shopping.

The first place i stopped was at Sally's Beauty Supply. Domina wanted me to get some shampoo and conditioner. i went in with my purse. They greeted me with, "Hi jamie!" They were wonderful. The guy working there asked me my partner's name (he is gay) i told him Domina and he said the last time She was in She told him that i was on an herbal regimine. i said i was and he asked me what i was taking. i told him and he asked me to write it down which i did. He went to help some customers and i found the shampoo and conditioner i was looking for and went up front. i handed him the list and was helped by a girl at the register. After the customer left the guy asked some more questions. i answered and then we were all three talking about it. i told the girl that i am at an A cup. She asked me what i was trying for. i told her a B cup. i told them that i like learning how to be as feminine and as passing as possible by the way i speak, move, act, etc. She complimented me by telling me i looked great. She was wonderful!

i left and went to Super Walmart where i picked up Chinese stir fry for dinner and a few other things. i picked up an inexpensive Ice branded nail polish called Pure Ice Peony. Domina liked the color. i painted my toes. i'm debating whether to do my finger nails too. Its been hard lately keeping my nails looking good.

Next i went to Red X a grocery/hardware store where i picked up some garage sale signs.

i then went to fill Domina's car with gas and came home. Domina was awake. It was after 6:30pm at that time. i fixed dinner and W/we watched some of the True Blood news on HBO.

Domina has immersed Herself in Charlain Harris's books and went up to read. i cleaned up the kitchen and did the dishes.

sissygirl

Update 2 July 2009

in my pink baby doll

Last Sunday Domina took bear to the airport to catch his plane to go on his overseas adventure. After She got home She got a call from him telling Her he forgot his cell in his car. he was just catching the plane at that time. Domina was a bit unhappy that She couldn't have close contact via phone. For a couple days She awaited an email from him and on Wednesday morning received an email from him. he had gotten to the hotel the day before and the Internet connection was down. She was so elated to hear from him. She really does miss him

Since i finally figured how to tuck myself Domina wants me to do it most of the time. It does present a flatter appearance in my clothes which She said looks more feminine of course. Last night while W/we were watching a movie, (Rules of Attraction) i asked Domina if She would like to play with my clitty. Immediately She said, "No". She then asked me if i was still tucked. i said yes. She then nodded.

Today Domina worked and then came home and went to work in the yard. i had taken a shower and put my hair in a ponytail. i put on my makeup, lipstick, eyeliner and mascara. i put on my ladies watch and put on a pair of short denim shorts and my green girls shirt and sandals. i grabbed my purse and left to go pay some bills and run some errands. i shopped at Sams Club and picked up a rotissairie chicken and got some veggies at the grocery store.

i came home and Domina had been resting. She came back outside and continued working in the yard. She then asked me if i wanted to play tonight. i asked what W/we were doing just interested. She told me i was going to wear my pink nightie She likes, put a clitty ring on while She played with leopet. i would not be allowed to cum.

Domina took a shower and i got dinner together. Soon W/we were all downstairs having dinner. Domina was in wearing a black and pink nightie and me in my pink one without a bra or panties. i love the feminine feel. Its wild to see my breasts starting to fill the nightie. leopet was naked. Domina started playing with his man cock saying She loved Her boy's cocks. She kept playing with it and played with my clit a bit and slapped it and pulled once in awhile. She got on and rode leopet really going back and forth. i watched without touching myself. Domina had reminded me that i am not allowed to. After a bit She poured some lube on leopet's cock and stroked him a bit then flung Her hand toward me splattering some lube on and around my clitty. Soon She told me to play with myself. She then played with leopet's ass for awhile while playing with his cock. i would touch my clitty and rub up and down. It is so sensitive. It got harder and harder. Before Domina played with my clit for a bit and it wouldn't change for quite awhile. Then it started getting harder. Now i am playing with myself being careful not to cum. leopet came while playing with his cock and ass and Domina saw his cock stayed hard and enjoyed riding again.

While i was playing with my clitty Domina started telling me i should thank bear for taking Her pain while i had the pressure off and be a girl.

Soon Domina got up and went up to Her bedroom and kissed me tonight

Now i am going to resume massaging my breasts :)

sissygirl