Sorry. I just spent about an hour putting my thoughts about this event and the program lost it.
In short, I wanted to come out here. We haven't in years. Caught up with several mutual friends are terminally ill, blind. etc. Realizing I don't have the libido I once had. Feeling blue. Domina doesn't want to hear my feelings. Fight. Hopefully not as bad as I think right now.
We are driving back in the morning.