This morning I got to sleep and woke up with Domina. It was sometimes emotional but we understand better now. I was hurting last night emotionally and felt I needed to express myself. For me its difficult to wait a day for help. Domina felt that I just couldn't be satisfied with the play we had. I was feeling down thinking about the days I could e put up on the st andrews cross and be flogged so hard and feeling the endorphin rush, subsace, etc but just caanot due to physical changes, pinched nerves etc. Mostly being able to show off my Mistresses dominance through ungeon play. Its hd to hear too how people I've played with are having serious health problems.
Now I have evolved into a sissy girl and feel young and wonderful being feminine more and more. It was so cool feeling accepted and hearing admirations about that.
On the way home after an enlightening experience through te winter storm.