Third Anniversary

Yesterday was Domina and my third wedding anniversary! W/we had a wonderful dinner at Outback Steakhouse and exchanged cards. Both O/our cards were a bit humorous and sentinmental :) For me it was Mickey and Minnie asking "Still Do?" and then the answer "me too". She wrote above Mickey (Domina) and above Minnie (jamie) teehee. mine to Her was one of a teddy bear saying something like "You've got my head, my two big feet, etc and then and you have my heart.

It was so nice

For O/our anniversary W/we are going on a road trip. Driving through Missouri and down to pick up Her older boy in Texas and then through Oklahoma where W/we are visiting Her Sis. It should be fun :) i asked Her if She will want me to present more as a boy. She said no, I like you how you are.

Last Sunday when i woke up downstairs on the futon i heard bear come out of Domina's bedroom and come down. he was going to go out to get some breakfast i think. i went upstairs and saw Domina laying there on the bed. i asked Her if She had a good time. She said that T/they were both so tired. T/they had a quick fuck and went to sleep. i told Her that it sounded exciting. She grinned :)

i asked Her if bear is the one sleeping with Her when he is over. She said yes. his place is in bed with me when he is over except for nights before work. Then you will sleep with me since bear is a snorer.

At one point i don't remember how it got to it Domina said that when W/we get some money She definitely plans on putting me in some chastity device.

Later that morning i took my shower and went out shopping for a few things. Domina had asked me to take some pork out of the freezer to grill later in the day. It suddenly occurred to me that i had forgotten to do that when i was out and about so i hurried up. i got hope and took the pork out.

i was working on the boxes some more in the garage while the others were in the back yard. It looked like it was going to rain and the pork was defrosted. i grilled them and nuked several baked potatoes. W/we had a nice dinner out on the deck.

W/we watched some movie on tv while bear was having some solitary time. Early in the evening Domina told bear to go up to Her room. She told me to listen for my name. When i heard it i was to come upstairs. Take off all my clothes and enter Her room. Then kneel at the end of Her bed. i was doing dishes when i heard my name. i did as She said. i entered Her bedroom and saw naked bear with his wrists cuffed to the headboard. Domina told me to take off all my clothes including my bra. i did and moved to the end of Her bed.

Domina had been playing with him by striking his thighs with a paddle. She told me to move forward and get him hard for Her so She can fuck Her boyfriend. i moved forward and put his man cock in my sissy girl mouth and started sucking. i sucked and sucked for quite awhile. he got a bit hard but not enough. She then had me move forward so he could suck me. i did and he got harder still.

Domina had me get off the bed while She got on for awhile and then had me move forward. She had him suck me some more and more. Finally She started calling me a sissy girl and telling me i am just a sissy girl and other things. i begged and came and came! It was exhausting. teeehee!
Domina then told me to put on my clothes and go downstairs.

Since it was a work night. i soon noticed bear sleeping on the futon downstairs. i joined Domina in Her bed around midnight.

sissygirl

Today

Today i went shopping at yard sales, Walmart, and the grocery store. bear, Domina's boyfriend brought over some marinated steaks while i was out. i got home and found that Domina and he were playing in the playroom. She had said that he needed Big Mistress today.

i grilled the steaks and veggies with the new grill pan and W/we had a nice dinner. Domina, bear, and leopet and i watched Zoolander while eating.

When W/we got done Domina said that She and bear were going to bed. i was to sleep downstairs unless i was called.

i did the dishes and cleaned up the kitchen. While i was doing that i heard those unmistakable sounds from Domina's bedroom. i could hear Her saying, "Give it to me!" What sounds of exstacy! Lots of creaking bed sounds and moaning. Wow!

One thing that i don't know if anyone following me knows is that i am not permitted to play with my clitty without permission from Domina. It isn't mine to play with. i know many cuckolds do when their wives play with their bf's, fb's, etc but i just can't. It does add to that sweet cucky frustration but i love it!

i'll soon be going to bed on the futon downstairs.

What a day! i'm feeling more and more fem. i can't imagine going out and about shopping anymore posing as a male.

i painted my fingernails pink tonight to match my toenails. i love them all pink. Its a soft light shade of pink that Domina likes.
sissygirl

Today Saturday May 16 2009

It was a beautiful day today! Yesterday was so full of storms. i woke up this morning alone in bed. i vaguely remember waking up in the middle of the night when bear came into Domina's bedroom fumbling around in the dark. Domina woke up and asked what he was doing. he said, "i don't know". She told him to get into bed. i fell asleep again and then woke up at about 6am and noticed that Domina wasn't in bed. i fell back asleep and woke up around 8am. i went downstairs and saw Domina and bear in the futon together. She asked if i would make coffee.

bear left on his morning routine to McD's and QT and brought home a latte for Domina. Domina asked if i wanted to go yard saling. i wasn't sure. i then decided to stay home. She and bear left and i was at home surfing on the computer, massaging my breasts and watching a horror movie lol.

Since Domina had taken my wallet or i thought i knew i couldn't go anywhere so i did some chores like laundry and mounting a mount for my hair dryer. i then took a shower. i shaved my legs. i always love having smooth legs. The day between shaving them i usually feel them and say to myself, "They are so hairy! ick!" i used lavender hair conditioner as my shaving creme and used a vanilla scented body wash.

After drying my hair i put on my makeup, eyeliner, mascara, lip color, etc and came downstairs. Domina and bear returned from yard sales and She gave me a pair of short short tan shorts. i put them on. i love them!

i left and went to Walmart for awhile and shopped around looking for yard sales. After a couple hours and knowing i forgot my cell phone i came home.

i found Domina in bear's arms in Her bed. She said bear had been working in the playroom straightening it up and She in the garden. She said T/they were taking a nap. i went downstairs and was on the computer for awhile and then took a nap in the living room.

i woke up and went upstairs. i was talking with Domina about the night before while bear took a shower. When he was out Domina took Her shower.

W/we then left to go to a Chinese buffet. i wore my pink flowered blouse with girls jeans, my black female canvas shoes and a light jacket. It was such a nice meal. i felt all the eyes on me in the restraunt. i usually feel it. i think its not common for a girl to.

W/we soon left and came home. W/we watched Talladega Nights. What a funny movie! i've seen it several times and always love it. i think its wild that there is a cuckolding theme within it too :)

W/we lay on the futon under the comforter and Domina played with bear's man cock most of the time. Once in awhile She brushed Her hand on my clit. That felt so nice :)

After the movie Domina said the plan was that T/they were going to nap and maybe sometime call me up. i got on the computer and heard the squeaks of the bed but didn't hear my name.

'tis Domina's paragative. Its funny how cuckolding is hot to me in so many ways. One of which is the power transfer. i can't think of it any more transferred to the Mistress Wife than in cuckolding. Funny how my clitty gets so excited knowing i have no power, no control. Sometimes i wonder how Domina sees me really.

i think it is wild thinking She is in the arms of a real man. A masculine manly man. Her sissy husband wishing to be more and more feminine who She loves too :)

sissygirl

Saturday May 9 2009 Yard saling teehee!

Domina told me to Twitter to this blog and write this blog :)

Last night Domina said that W/we were going yard saling Saturday morning. bear was going to be here at about 7am and if i wanted to go i'd better be ready by then. i thought i would at least shave. giggle

i woke up at about five til and went to make coffee. leopet was already making coffee and sneezing his head off. In the Spring his allergies like most people are so bad.

i went back upstairs and told Domina he was making coffee. i went into the bathroom and shaved using the Coconut scented Suave conditioner on my face and it worked quite well. i brushed my teeth too. i then went downstairs and checked my email and took my herbs and vitamins. i grabbed a cup of coffee for Domina with milk and sweetner and got a cup for myself. i checked my computer for the outside temperature which as about 51. "Too cool for short sleeves" i thought. i went back upstairs and put on a pair of my tight female jeans, my white bra with forms, my gray female shirt with the tie on the bottom and sleeves that go mid arm. i went back down to the office and was on my computer for a bit when bear, Domina's submissive boyfriend arrived. he went upstairs and soon Domina shouted, "jamie, lets go!". i said "Yes Domina" and W/we piled into Her small car. Domina was driving. bear sat next to Her. i was in the backseat behind Her.

W/we stopped at 7-11 for some pastries and some money from the ATM and then continued to the neighborhood yard sale. W/we didn't find the one advertised but came upon one out in the country a bit that turned out to be more of a liquidation sale. W/we shopped there quite awhile. i found several computer games and a few other things that cost about $1.50. These were in the shrink wrap decent computer games! bear bought a box of CDs for about $1.00! W/we were all excited and continued to another neighborhood. W/we ended up finding a Mongoose bicycle, floor to ceiling size mirrors for the playroom, an office chair, and some other things.

W/we drove home. Domina and bear then took the jeep and his SUV and went back to collect the other things.

i took a couple packs of pork chops out of the freezer to thaw out.

i took off to the theatre and purchased tickets for the new Star Trek Movie to watch tomorrow! yaaaay!

When i got back Domina, bear and leopet were working in the yard. Soon T/they put things away and Domina said She and bear were going to have a session in the playroom. i was sooo tired i went and took a nap. i really didn't sleep but i felt more rested when i arose. i got up and took a shower. i put on my makeup and my pink baby doll.

Domina took a shower and told me to ready dinner.

i got the grill going and used pork rubbing on the pork chops. i also prepared a couple Asian Steamables, corn on the cob Steamables, and two potatoes for Domina and leopet.

Domina, bear and i lay on the futon in front of the tv while leopet watched from a recliner. W/we watched Adam Sandler's "Bedtime Stories" W/we thought it was even wierd for an Adam Sandler movie. Domina played with bear under the covers most of the time and a bit with me. Sooo nice!

After the movie was over Domina told me that She and bear were going to bed. She told me to listen for my name and to keep my baby doll on but take my clitty out and sit on the chair at the end of the bed.

i got on my computer for awhile. After about 20 minutes i heard my name.

"jamie!"

i came upstairs and did as Domina instructed. Domina was naked and laying with Her head on Her pillows. bear's head was at the other end of the bed. She told me that he was hungry for something to suck on. my clitty. She told me to feed it to him. i got up and did just that. he started sucking and my my it felt so good!. Soon She told me to sit back down and told him to suck Her toes which he did. i sat there quite attentive.

All this time Domina was playing with his cock and sometimes scratching it and pulling his balls. he got harder and She got on. She asked me if it turned me on to see Her fuck a real man and not a pussy like me. i said, "Oh yes Domina". Soon She told me that Her boyfriend needed to suck some more. Remember that you are just a toy here. i moved up and he started sucking harder and harder. Finally i begged and She told me i could cum which i did so hard!. She told me to sit down. i did. She asked if i felt relaxed. i told Her i felt sedated teeehee! She then told me that She had other plans too which i'm sure included having him fuck me for the first time but W/we were all so tired. She then told me to write this up in my blog and twitter it. She told me that i will be sleeping downstairs and i will get to sleep with Her tomorrow night. i said yes Domina and blew out the candles. i went downstairs and did the dishes and then wrote this office.
What a day!!!!!!

sissygirl

Cool! Friday is here! May 8 2009

Yaaaay!

i just got done cleaning the living room and the fridge. Domina told me She wanted both done today and i did. i got a bucket and put some cleanser in it and went around and scrubbed the walls and light switches of fingerprints and grime. i've found that that is one thing people don't notice unless pointed out to them. i hope Domina likes it.

This week has been going pretty well. It has rained on and off. Last week i had a lot of trouble with my car's engine cutting off in mid traffic or would not start from time to time. leopet worked on it a lot and i helped advise him. we just weren't getting anywhere considering the usual things like filters, spark plugs, etc. Finally we took the car to a service garage and it was diagnosed as the crank sensor was faulty. we had never heard of that but they replaced it and i haven't had any problems since. i hope we don't have any further problems with the cars.

This week i worked from Monday to Wednesday and they ran out of work for us to do so i've been the housewife for the last couple days.

Last night leopet was out and Domina and i was watching the recording of the last American Idol and Bones. i asked Her if She would play with my clitty and She said, "Ok, for a little bit". This week bear hasn't come over due to work related things but Domina said he is spending the weekend with us (Sat and Sun). While She was playing with me She told me that i may get to cum this weekend or not. Probably not since i had gotten to pretty often lately since bear has been over. The last time She and bear was playing a cuckold scenario and called me up while T/they were having sex. She told bear to suck me and he did a long time but i hadn't cum. She told me to sit and watch and play with myself. T/they were getting very hot and i got to that point and begged and came all over myself as i was sitting there. It was such a hot session. She was going to leave the sheets like they were. All wet and all but She told me to change them.

Last night as She was playing with me She continued and said that i may be used as a prop for Her and bear. i imagine that She will use my clitty in a forced bi scenario. W/we'll see teeeheee!

Domina so wants to see the new Star Trek movie and so do we. W/we plan on trying to see it sometime this weekend. Also W/we plan on doing some yardsales and the city market.

Yesterday i went shopping at Walmart and picked up food and a few other things. i picked up a pair of Ladies black canvas casual shoes for $8.00 and a pair of black clogs for a dollar. Later in the evening Domina made me some jewelry; a pair of ear rings with platinum butterflies and some dangly pink and crystal butterflies for my navel piercing. Earlier in the day i shopped for more feminine nipple jewelry. i hoped to find some pink balls for the bars but everyone had 14g jewelry and nothing else. mine are 12g. Domina said that i should go to 14g since they are smaller and more feminine in Her view.

teeheee! Kind of a rambling blog entry but i posted as i thought of them.

sissygirl

Weekend Entry May 2 2009

Wow! Its May. A week has gone by since my last post. i think its interesting how time passes when you are unemployment vs employed, etc. The week just seems slower in a way when working to me at least.

i have been working this temporary job that is almost all outside. The weather has been sunny and rainy but its been nice working again. Domina is certainly happy to see another paycheck coming in!

Yes, i have to pretend i am a male when working but at least the people i work with seem easy to work with. i put my hair back in a pony tail and wear strickly unisex clothing. When i am off the scrunchee comes off and my hair is down!. Often times i put my makeup on with a lipstick before i come home.

The house isn't as kept up and Domina wants me to work on it tomorrow. i have been working later in the day lately. She wants me to vaccuum all over, clean Her bathroom, Her bedroom and the living room. She and leopet has been working in the garden. Its going to be quite a garden this year.

This morning Domina got up early (6am) and went to yard sales and took Titus O/our dog in for dog grooming at 7. While shopping She found several treasures such as a pair of pretty deck shoes for Her, pretty pink low heels for me, a stool, a stuffed Stewie doll for leopet and other things. After She got back She was in the bathroom and i heard Her on the phone. She hung up and said Her bear was coming over.
i left to do some shopping. i went to Super Walmart and bought things for dinner tomorrow and a few other household items. i stopped at another store called Red X and found a couple bottles of wine She enjoys. She and bear first found that wine on one of T/their weekend adventures away together.

i came home and found bear's car in the driveway. i parked Domina's car out on the curve. W/we haven't been using mine much lately since having car trouble during the week.

i went in the house and greeted bear. he was kind of achy due to working out daily to prepare for his next adventure hiking the Swiss Alps. Domina and leopet were working in the garden and soon T/they had enough. T/they got cleaned up and W/we all went to the Country Buffet for an 'All you can eat'. leopet was sitting next to me and Domina and bear sat together on the opposite side of the table. i was wearing a new feminine shirt i got at a yard sale last week with feminine denim jeans without pockets and my new open toe sandals that show off my pink nails. my hair is down and looks pretty according to Domina. i was wearing red lip color, makeup, black eyeliner and mascara. W/we had a nice dinner.

W/we stopped at the grocery store for some things and returned home. W/we were going to watch a movie but Domina said She was too tired from waking up so early and the garden work. Domina lay on the futon in front of the TV between Her two men; bear and leopet while She had me, Her girl on the couch. It was a nice view seeing Her play with Her bear under the covers. Once in awhile She put Her hand on my freshly shaven leg. That was so nice to me.

W/we watched a hilarious 'Big Bang Theory' W/we recorded on the DVR as well as 'How I Met Your Mother'. Afterwards Domina said that She and bear were going to bed. No switching tonight, i am sleeping downstairs and She and bear were sleeping together. i guess part of it is that bear is going on his adventure soon. She said there wouldn't be any woohoo tonight since She was so tired. She did thank me and i told Her that She is doing what She wants to do. She said, "Yes, i am sleeping with My boyfriend".

i tucked T/them into bed and left Her room. i remembered that i didn't have a cami on. Just my bra under a pj shirt so i knocked and went in and got one. i curtsied and said, "i love You" and left Her room after shutting Her door.

Today i feel more feminine. More the girl. ahh i almost forgot. When W/we went to the store Domina told bear to escort me into the store. She didn't want Her girl to go unescorted. i so love Her!

sissygirl