Today Feb 28 2009

This morning i woke up wearing my pink teddy. Since yesterday evening i've been wearing my fuchsia big girl bra. Domina said Her boyfriend bear was coming over this afternoon although W/we received several inches of snow.

leopet has been working on my car. he replaced a tie rod and is now working on the brakes. he was feeling a bit grumpy because of some trouble there and difficulty finding some tools. he went out and got the tools he needed and stopped by a Taco Bueno to pick U/us up some tacos.

Domina is making a Mediterranean soup and asked leopet to pick up some veggies for the soup. i thought the amount of veggies were meager after Domina showed me what he brought. She told me to bring down Her laptop.i brought it down and saw that the surge protector i bought for Her laptop was missing from the living room again and retrieved it from the garage and left a power strip there. Domina told me to stop bitching about things. i didn't think i was but to Her i was.

bear arrived and Domina and he kissed. W/we were all down stairs in front of the tv and Domina was showing him some canes She would like to get. W/we were talking about toys and i brought up about tens units. She didn't think O/our little one put out much. i brought it down and W/we played with it a bit.

A little while later Domina went back into the kitchen and bear said he might want to make margaritas later so he went out to get some tequila and mix. he came back and Domina told me that She and he were going up to Her bedroom to fuck. i asked if i could watch and She said no. She told me that later maybe when W/we all play. For now its Her and him reconnecting since he has been away on a business trip.

Domina and he went upstairs to Her bedroom and closed the door. While going up he said maybe he might fuck me. Domina said i had such a sour look on my face. i said that i wasn't sure if i am ready yet. She said i was.. teeehee we'll see. Its inevitable. i am a girl and being one i should be fucked like one.argh! teehee

Now T/they are upstairs and i can hear the sounds from here in the office. i think mostly Domina is playing with him. Wow! i feel so turned on and i feel like a femmed and cuckolded sissygirl!

What a day so far!

sissygirl

Some things... Feb 26 2009

This morning Domina called in sick for a bad migraine headache. i was going to need to drive Her back to work during Her morning break since my car is down right now for repairs. leopet has been working the tie rods and brakes.

Since She didn't go to work i didn't need to take Her there. i had showered, shaved my legs and put on my makeup. i then left the house for an appointment with my shrink. The visit was for a follow-up for my prescription of Wellbutrin which has been working very well for me. i told her things were good now and my wanting to develop breasts. She nodded and said things look like there working out.

Domina wanted me to get food for dinner and a few other things. i stopped first at Target and refilled a prescription and then to Super Walmart for the rest. Domina wanted me to pick up strawberries but all of them in the produce section were very dark red. i went to a man who was stocking the area and asked him about them. He turned around and asked, "Yes ma'am, how may I help you?" That always gives me a wonderful feeling inside. i explained about the berries and he said he knew. They had come from a different source. He had some brighter red ones on his cart which i took.

i got home and found Domina talking on the phone with bear. She said She was going to try sleeping some more. i went down and got on my computer for awhile. Domina came down while leopet was having lunch at the dinner table. She went down and lay on the futon and watched an episode of Lost. i went upstairs and took a nap.

Later Domina came up stairs and got on Her computer. i woke up when She received a call from bear. he has been out at a meeting all week and was going to drive in. She was almost ecstatic.

i went downstairs and made some ice tea and did the dishes. i replaced a string on my guitar that became unwound. bear arrived. we went upstairs and Domina just left the bathroom. She went up and kissed him and kissed him again. W/we all talked a little bit and then Domina told me to say hi to bear and leave the bedroom. She wanted some private time with bear. i said "Yes Domina" and left. i went downstairs and here i am at the computer.

It has been awhile since i've had a 'cummy'. i sure am feeling the effects. i am not allowed to play with my clit since Domina owns it and it is Her play thing. She has chosen not to put me in a chastity device for now although She has said that She plans to one day.

Domina and i haven't had sex for awhile now but has with bear. Its an observation and enforces my femming and being a cuckold of course. i think its interesting that the last few times i have cum has been by a man, Domina's submissive boyfriend.

i feel increasingly feminine and girly which i love and which Domina prefers. i am taking the herbs saw palmetto, fenugreek, and red clover which is supposed to contain phytoestrogens as well as EstoPause and flax seeds. i massage my breasts too daily. i do hope that they develop. W/we'll see. Hormones and implants just aren't in the cards right now.

One thing that comes up from time to time i feel makes for that cuckold angst is that Domina is planning to go with bear on some of his adventures. She has accompanied him a couple times to an area in the middle of Missouri for over nighters but T/they have talked about going out to Colorado, or Arkansas for a few days. It is a bit tough thinking that i wouldn't accompany Her especially since i love areas like that and would love to have memories of U/us exploring beautiful spots like that but lo i am Her sissy cuckold. With me not working and bringing money in its just not possible right now. She told me anyway, i wouldn't want to break a nail lol. W/we are all planning on attending a BDSM weekend event soon where She will take all of us. What fun!

i am growing my hair out and can't wait until its over my shoulders. i fashion it either in a pony tail or down to my shoulders like Domina prefers with a hair band. i routinely use Covergirl face powder after showers and shave my legs every other day. i've been painting my nails pink or a shade called Jetstream by China Glaze. Its a darker mauve type color. i use darker pinks for lipstick or lip color.

Today after my nap i brushed my hair back and freshened my lipstick. Domina told me to get Her some ice tea. i brought it to Her on my knees. She told me i was really pretty. She said that i have come a long way in putting makeup on. Domina said i reminded Her of some of the movie star pictures where paparazzi gets their faces without makeup and with makeup when She sees me in the morning then later after i put on the makeup. i really glowed and said, "Thank You Domina" :)

i have been wearing my black "big girl bra" almost always. i went and took a test for a temp job yesterday and put my hair in a pony tail and wore a sports bra with forms. W/we'll see how that pans out.

Tonight i am cooking Chinese for dinner. Domina is planning on having bear spend the night. leopet covered the new plants Domina planted yesterday in the garden because the temperature is supposed to drop. he is going to continue working on my car too.

i am wearing one of my silky pjs right now and feeling pretty good :)

sissygirl

Sunday, Feb 22 2009

Here we are at the end of a weekend. Its been pretty nice although a bit chilly.

It was fairly tough on Domina. She and bear had some disagreements and things weren't so warm between T/them Saturday. Domina took a rest and spent the day mostly reading Her novel with Her phone and computer turned off.

This morning W/we were woken up with bear at Her bedroom door. he came in with a latte for Her. he said that he had tried to reach Her last night and wrote. Domina then asked me to leave Her bedroom so T/they could talk privately. i said, "Yes Domina" and left the room.

i was still waking up and went down for coffee and oatmeal. i got on my computer for a couple hours and played my guitar too. Soon i heard bear leave Her bedroom and go to the upstairs bathroom. i went upstairs to see if Domina needed anything. She told me that he apologized profusely and its going to be ok. She didn't need anything yet.

bear returned to the bedroom and W/we all talked. W/we may be planning to go to a midwestern BDSM event soon and Domina wants to take bear, leopet and myself. She was talking about how She plans to outfit us all. She asked if my leather pants might fit him. i brought it and a leather harness Domina had made for me. bear tried the pants on and they looked great on him. They had been a gift from a sub girl i knew some years back. i told Domina that and She said that bear could have it since i am a girl and men wear pants like those. i agreed. Domina said that She will outfit me in skirts and fetish and girlie outfits for the event. yaaay!

bear left and Domina said that She and i may meet a new sub male. After O/our showers She got a call from him about meeting at a local restraunt. i got myself pretty and shaved my legs and W/we left. i was wearing my black big girl bra with forms, pink polka dot cami, girls jeans and my feminine blue sweatshirt. W/we arrived at the restraunt and soon found him. i got some lunch and Domina drank Her ice tea. This sub was interested in doing housework and receiving humiliation. W/we talked awhile and then he begged to see the playroom. Domina was planning on doing some shopping but agreed to show him. W/we all went home and Domina introduced him to leopet. The sub then brought Her ice tea and fell to his knees and offered it to Her. She then took him up to the playroom for awhile.

i got on my computer for awhile and played some more guitar. After about 1/2 hour T/they came back downstairs and he left. Domina and i then left. W/we went to a thrift store and found a denim skirt with pleats, some cool girls tie die tank tops, a butterfly shirt, a couple nice wine glasses and some things for Domina.

W/we left and went to the Goodwill store. W/we were looking for some flats for me but didn't see any there. W/we shopped through the store and found some things for the house. i went to lingerie and found a couple cute g string panties from Nordstroms. As W/we were checking out Domina saw a pair of pink ballet slippers that might fit me. They didn't but i did find a pair of flats that did! yaaaaay! W/we got them for $4.98 in perfect condition.

W/we returned home and i washed all O/our new treasures. Domina started on Her kitchen project and i was on the computer for awhile. i also re-painted my nails with Orly's 'Pink Slip'. Domina prefers that color on me. Soon Domina started cooking a salmon and i started some precooked baby back ribs. W/we had dinner and watched some of the Academy Awards. i sat on the futon mattress at Domina's feet. She started playing with my hair and braided some of it. It felt so nice! i can't wait until it is over my shoulders :)

At about 8pm Domina went to bed. i followed and plugged in Her phone in the charger, filled the humidifier and kissed Her goodnight.

Here i am back at the computer. It turned out to be a pretty nice weekend after all :)

sissygirl

Nice President’s Day weekend 2009

Friday

The day started like usual. i got up that morning and was on the computer for awhile. Domina told me the night before She wanted O/our Titus, westie to get in for dog grooming. i called and made an appointment. i showered and got myself pretty and put on my pink and black striped shirt, my fushia big girl bra, a cami and girls jeans. i got Titus and we were off. i first stopped at Petsmart where Titus was being groomed and left him. The girl was going to call me when he was ready. i left and headed over to Independence where i was going to shop in some thrift stores. i got to the first one and didn?t find anything i was interested in. i was mainly looking for flats in my size 11. i did find a pair of crystal heels that had those blinking lights in the heel. The strap was broken though :(

Next i went to the Dollar Store that was just down the hill from the thrift store. i picked up a bunch of things including a little camera tripod, household cleaners, an energy drink, etc. i thought it was pretty cool as i was shopping there the song ?Lola? came on? ?Girls will be boys and boys will be girls? ? teeheee!

i left and went to the next thrift store and had no luck there either. While i was there shopping i received a call from Petsmart telling me that Titus was ready.

i left and went back up to Liberty. It was about 4pm and Domina had said She wanted woken up by 5. i got Titus and went down to Target to do some Valentine?s day shopping and to pick up some food for dinner. i got the food and went over to the cards. my eyes went straight to the perfect card. It was a keepsake with a butterfly on the front and something about butterfly kisses inside. i shopped all over the store and just couldn?t think of the perfect gift. i left the store and went to Pier 1 Imports where i looked for a glass head that both Domina and i wanted to get after playing at a Mistress?s play house where She had some of them. So cool putting candles in them and having them look your way like an audience would be:) They were out of them unfortunately

i left Pier 1 and went to Bed Bath and Beyond and found some nice foot repair lotion. i thought Domina would like that.

i left and returned home. As soon as i got home i put on my pink babydoll nighty.


Saturday

Domina and i left fairly early Saturday morning to go to the city market. Domina said She wanted me with my hair down and not pulled back in a pony tail for now. Of course i wore my big girl bra and dressed in jeans, and a blue skin tight sweater.. W/we had a good time shopping at the Chinese grocery near the market and then W/we went to the market itself. It wasn?t too crowded because of the cooler weather. W/we picked up some Pita bread, some veggies and some fruit.

W/we left the market and went to the « Price bookstore where Domina picked up some books on Mediteranean cooking as well as some on outdoor projects. She is getting all excited about planting the garden and all. W/we then returned home.

I had trouble finding Valentine?s Day presents for Domina when i went shopping early Friday. So far i had picked up a card i thought was perfect. It was a keepsake with a butterfly on the cover and something about giving butterfly kisses inside. I went to the grocery store and picked up a potted flower called a Pink Cyclamen. I thought it looked quite unusual. It looked like multiple butterflies. Of course Domina?s symbol for me is the butterfly.

I returned home. Domina gave me my presents. She made up a gift bag. In it was a valentine chocolate box with a butterfly on the cover. She gave me a card saying She was so glad to have me as Her wife. I opened it and it sang ?my girl?. W/we both thought it was so perfect! She told me to look at the bottom. There was a new pair of patent leather flats! Yaaaaaay!

I couldn?t find the card i gave Her. I looked everywhere! Arrrrgh. She did love the flowers and later i gave Her the foot repair lotion from Bed Bath and Beyond. She always loves foot messages :)

Soon bear arrived. Things seemed a little awkward between T/them and i figured that he was being a bit toppy. I know its sometimes difficult to go between being the assertive one at work and then being the submissive but of course that?s part of what its all about.

Soon T/they warmed up to each other. Domina and bear and i drug out the futon mattress and put it back in front of the couch in front of the TV. Soon Domina and he were on it and watching TV. T/they watched a few episodes of the show Firefly and i went to my computer.

A little later i thought i?d join T/them and went down to the futon and W/we watched some more shows that Domina had recorded on the DVR. Although both were covered with a blanket i could see that She was playing with his cock and he was playing with Her breasts as well as Her pussy. Of course that always turns me on. Domina whispered over to me, ?Do you like watching Me playing with my boyfriend?? ?Oh yes Domina!? teehee.

Once in a while Domina played with my clitty. Soon bear got up to grill the trout that he brought. Domina went to prepare the red potatoes with olive oil and rosemary. Lately Domina and leopet have gotten into more healthy foods based on some Mediteranean recipes.

W/we had a nice dinner and watched more TV. Soon Domina and bear were playing more and both were naked. At one point Domina got on top of him and started riding his cock and She was playing with my clitty. She took my clitty and asked him if he wanted to suck on Her girl?s clit. he started begging. Soon he had his mouth on my clit and it felt so good. She knew i was close to cumming and took him off. i just watched for awhile. Soon he begged some more and started sucking again. Very soon i was to that point and i begged permission of Domina. She said yes. i really did explode and i was panting so hard afterwards. Domina then told me to go do the dishes. i went upstairs and started on the dishes but looked down every so often. Domina and he continued fucking and for the first time i saw him on top. That really does give a different cuckolding sensation to me.

Soon Domina told me to come down. Her boyfriend wanted to suck my clit some more. She told me, ?Remember, you are just a thing, a toy. This is for Me and my boyfriend?. i said, ?Yes Domina?. he sucked on me. i was so sensitive! i didn?t cum though i was so spent.

Domina told me to go back to the kitchen and i did. She and bear then went to go to bed. Domina told me that bear was going to sleep with Her. i could sleep on the floor at the foot of Her bed or sleep downstairs.

Earlier while i was doing the dishes i realized that i had lost my feminine watch that Domina had given me for Christmas. It just came to me as i was dipping my hands in the dishwater. i tried to trace it back to where i remembered taking it off. i went up to Domina?s bedroom and found the lights off and T/they were kissing. i told Her that i had lost my watch. Domina got up to go potty and helped me find it. i finally did find it on the dresser.

i went back downstairs and was on my computer for awhile. i then took my Dexter book and went down to the futon and read it for awhile then went to sleep.

Sunday
i woke up really early and shut off an alarm clock that was going off. i then went back to sleep. When i woke up i found Titus curled up next to me and later went up to Domina?s bedroom. She invited me under the covers with Her and bear. She told me that leopet had come down and took a picture of me and titus. he showed it to me.. awwww teeehee!

Later in the morning bear left. The rest of the day was rest and relaxation teheee.

sissygirl

The rest of the day Feb 11 2009

The rest of today went well thank goodness. Domina had text'd me from work saying that She was coming home at 1 and going straight to bed and no talking. It also said that i must take my shower before She got home.

i went up and took my shower and got pretty. i was wondering if i really felt girly but i went through my ritual and this time pulled my hair back in a pony tail. Lately Domina and i have been talking about how i'm growing my hair out and soon to have it over my shoulder much like my picture with my wig. Also that it would be a real ponytail teehee!

i put on my pink thong panties, black big girl bra, my pink polka dot cami, girls jeans and a purple sweat shirt. i grabbed Titus O/our dog and left to run errands.

i went to the bank and then shopped around Target. i looked at shoes there. i left and went to Hyvee to get some grapes and red potatoes for Domina. One of the cashiers there always waves and greets me with, "Hi jamie!" She is really so nice to me :) i also picked up a a bottle of Fenugreek. i left and shopped for shoes at Gordman's and didn't find any there.

Next i went to Price Chopper where i picked up some asparagus, steam veggies and cereal for Domina. The cash register there has had me before there and said something about my pink nails. i said "i like this shade, it seems to work for me. Its called, 'pink slip'." She laughed a little.

i then returned home and put the groceries away then i cleaned out my car. Next i went out to the back yard and reset O/our swing bench that was blown over by high winds a couple nights ago. i then worked in the office and then took a nap. i woke up at 6:18pm and went up and woke Domina up. She seemed ok. W/we had some light talk and then went downstairs for pizza and American Idol.

It was a lot different from yesterday.

sissygirl

Where the f**k did that come from! -- 2

i was in a kind of hurry with my last blog entry. While i was in the middle of it Domina text'd me telling me to bring Her anti-anxiety meds to work. i sent it and put some clothes on and grabbed my coffee and phone. i was mostly there and thought i had forgot Her meds. i turned around and realized that i had put them in my jacket pocket. i turned around again, called Her and She came out and got them.

i returned home and of course back here at the computer. Some thoughts i have are:

1. i have thought about what SRS would mean for me. i really am not interested in surgery to become a girl. i would love to have breasts. If herbs help there i think that would be great. i think having a Mistress Wife who thinks of me as Her wife. Treats me like a girl. Lets me dress and act like a girl. Lets me serve Her. Fulfills my kinks by cuckolding me with a submissive and masculine male, etc really is fulfilling multiple fantasies as well as making for an abundant D/s lifestyle together.
2. i don't feel like i have gone overboard with it all. i don't feel like its all i think about. i do have lots of other interests. i've been getting into the Dexter series of fiction novels. i have several projects and web projects. i'm learning songs on my guitar. i am always looking for a job. i clean and take care of the house etc. Maybe i bring up feminine things because i haven't really heard that much from Domina about it. i ask "How does this look?" or "Do You like this lipstick on me?" etc from time to time.
   
3. Domina feels its never enough for me. That i am never satisfied. i feel so lucky to be who i am and be allowed to be. i don't believe however that life or lifestyles can be placed on autopilot. i see nothing wrong with sometimes suggesting something tactfully or tactfully giving feedback.

It does hurt to see things like these come up. i want to glorify my Owner. i want to put Her on the pedistal. Treat Her as a Queen. Serve Her. Make Her happy. Be Her sissy cuckolded slave girl. Unfortunately W/we are all human too. There is communication involved. Sometimes something one says may be taken wrong.

Anyway, i have another appointment to see my therapist in early March. Domina may go with me on that one. i do feel the Wellbutrin medication is helping me for depression. i don't worry like i used to. Things don't get to me like they did before. W/we just have to tackle this latest thing.

uggggh!

sissygirl

Where the f**k did that come from!

i'm sorry, i don't normally use words like the above but i am flabbergasted! Everything has been going fine. Domina has been commenting on how great things have been going and how W/we haven't had a fight for months, how She prefers me as a girl, etc. i was putting Her to bed and W/we were doing the normal small talk before She was going to bed. She actually went to bed a little early to read Her book. i was telling Her about the Dexter book i was close to finishing. Then She mentioned that with the longer weekend this weekend that She was thinking of making this a longer kidless weekend.

Suddenly a thought popped into my head. i said,"i think it would be a turn on if sometimes You would tell me that for the weekend i would not be allowed to wear anything but skirts..." She then cut me off and frankly its hard to remember all that was said but here are the areas i remember:

1. Its all i talk about
2. She is afraid that i am going to want a sex change
3. I (Domina) is never enough for me. i continually want more
4. For Her to make an order like that is silly because i have been dressing girly anyway

Really the words She used and the way it came across caused me to think that She was ashamed of me. It was like these feelings and thought had been all bottled up and now She was telling me how She felt about it all. i felt pretty emotional. i tore my pretty pj shirt off. Buttons flew off. i was really frustrated here. i believed that She enjoyed me, loved me, etc as Her sissy girl.

With my actions She commented that here i have been donig good for a month. i couldn't hear all She said because i was filling the humidifier with water. i do that every night when i put Her to bed.

When i came back into the bedroom the talk continued. i told Her that i was not fighting. i tried to tell Her how i felt. i tried to explain that all i was trying to do was just mention what might turn me on just as any lover would suggest that this or that felt better or why don't we try this position or that.

W/we left the evening pretty ok and kissed and said goodnight.

i woke up this morning with Her on the bed working with Her computer. She had a problem with alleged viruses. i think She surfed a website that tells you it found all these viruses.

i helped Her with that then She started in with last night telling me she felt out of sorts with it or something. Then it went into an argument when i tried to explain that it was just something i mentioned innocently like a anyone would. Lets try this or that. She started crying saying She is never enough.

Domina put it like letting me be a girl or dress etc is such a stressful thing for Her. i told Her that She said She was happy with everything yesterday and i just mentioned one thing. It turned into another fight.

i just don't understand this!

sissygirl

The end of a nice week Friday Feb 6 2009

 

The weather has been so nice to U/us this week. Its often been up in the 60s. i’ve enjoyed going out and about with and without a jacket. i regularly wear my “big girl bra” now with the forms and wear all girl denims and shirts and things. i wear dangly ear rings although i lost one of my butterfly ear rings Domina bought for me for Christmas :(

i have been brushing my hair back over my ears and use hair bands to keep it back. i love growing my hair longer and fashioning it more feminine. my hair comes down to my shoulders now. Just touching them. my bangs are getting a bit long but Domina and Her boyfriend likes it that way :) i ‘ve been using Covergirl makeup with Olay cream. i’ve been shaving exclusively with Suave hair conditioner which works so well for me. Sooo smooth! Since my skin has been so white i’ve been using a sunless tanning gel by L'Oreal.

It is always such a pleasant feeling when people refer to me with feminine pronouns out in public. i was shopping at Hen House the other day and thought i would get an espresso at the Starbucks counter. The guy there asked, “What would you like ma’am.” i replied with my feminine voice, “a double espresso please”. It felt so good, so nice.

A couple days ago my good friend from High School called me and we talked awhile and decided to meet for lunch yesterday. That morning when i showered i made sure all my eye makeup and dangly ear rings etc were off. i went wearing all drab girls clothes that were kind of unisex and spent lunch pretending i was a boy. i am sensitive to friends and family who do not know my feminine persona. He is quite conservative and its very hard to think of myself coming out to him. After i left though i put my danglies on, lipstick, and hair band. i was wearing a sports bra with forms but they didn’t show. i couldn’t wait to get home to put my big girl bra back on. Before i went home though i stopped at Sallys Beauty Supply and bought a bottle of Orly nail polish called ‘Pink Slip’. i got home and applied it. Both Domina and i love the color. A couple weekends ago Domina had me paint Her nails with a very dark red color by China Glaze that is still gleaming. She wants me to get Her a mauve by the same brand.

For the last couple days Domina has mentioned that She may go out to meet Her sub boyfriend bear at a hotel tomorrow. She wasn’t sure because She hasn’t rested very well during the week but this morning She said She was feeling great and that She is going out there to meet him today. he has been at a business meeting for a couple days. She feels like taking a road trip and of course being with Her boyfriend.

Before She left this morning Domina mentioned that She is thinking of drafting a ‘sissy contract’ for me. W/we have had a list of rules for me including my place in Her family, cuckolding, etc but this She thinks is more appropriate now and will include my rules for being Her housewife and sissygirl.

Domina bought a blue crystal butterfly and put it on my belly button ring. The butterfly is my symbol and i think it looks pretty. She also bought a string with several pink butterflies that i now have hanging in my office. i love it!

i had been reading about breast enlargement and some sources talk about over the counter herbs such as saw palmetto, red clover, fennel, flax seed, etc containing similar hormones to estrogen but are of plant variety and saw palmetto has anti-androgen properties. Domina is allowing me to try herbs. i started with the saw palmetto. W/we’ll see if they will do anything for me. i think it would be wonderful to have some cleavage. Actual female hormones are out right now.

What a week!

sissygirl

Super Bowl Sunday

Here we are. Its Super Bowl Sunday. W/we are watching it teehee.
Last night Domina had a new male come over. he hadn't been with a Mistress before so this was a new experience for him. I talked him through how to get here. Just before arriving Domina yelled down and told me to warn him about me. I then told him i'm a transvestite. a t-girl. he said "ok".
He came in and we all went to the living room. W/we gave him an initiation since he really didn't know much about it all. he didn't know what he liked. I then talked about bondage, sensation play, etc. Then I brought up about d/s and told him my role is to make Domina's life easier and better. I said that I take care of Her however I can. Domina then said, "Not sexually. That's what I have my boys for." I said yes Domina, feeling a bit embarrassed.
Domina then took him upstairs to the playroom for play.
awhile later I heard the summon bell ring and I hurried to the playroom. i entered the playroom and found the sub naked and facing the St Andrews cross. Domina had me help Her tie him to the cross. It was pretty hot in there and Domina told me to turn the fan on and leave which i did.

Later, Domina led the sub down by collar and leash for a drink of water and then returned to the playroom. i was in the office when i heard T/them come down and the sub left.

Today before i got up Domina went down and got a cup of coffee and fruit. i had coffee and toaster pastries. i was on the computer for awhile. Domina called down for a screwdriver and Her ice tea. i took them up and decided to take a shower. i asked Domina what She wanted me to wear today. She said to wear my pleated pink skirt and a blue shirt. i took my shower and got dressed. While i was in the shower bear arrived.i went downstairs Domina and bear went down to the living room and watched Pineapple Express.

After the movie, Domina and bear went up to the playroom for some play. She said Big Mistress needed to come out. After T/they played Domina said later W/we will have more sex play :)

After that we turned on the grill and bear cooked a delicious roast pork with potatoes and a salad which we ate while watching the Super Bowl.

As i'm typing this, Domina and bear are sitting on the couch holding hands and watching the game. Domina told me earlier to sit on the recliner. i brought my laptop in to type this. leopet is tending the fireplace.

Later...

W/we watched the Superbowl. Pittsburg won. Domina said She was going to bed and too tired to play. i followed Her upstairs to help Her to bed. i asked Her where i was going to sleep. She said in Her bed with Her. She and bear was going to cuddle for awhile then he was going to sleep on the floor or downstairs.

As Domina and i left the bathroom bear was naked in Her bed. She got in as W/we were all talking. i asked if i could watch. Domina said i could pull the chair from Her vanity and watch but i had to stay quiet.

Domina and bear started kissing and cuddling. bear started making comments toward me like, "Isn't Her breasts beautiful?", etc. i said yes :) Domina corrected him and told him i was just to watch.

Things started getting a bit steamier but he was having trouble getting hard. Domina told me to come over and get Her boyfriend hard for Her. i came over and started sucking his man cock probably longer than i ever have, ( i have problems with TMJ) and soon bear asked if he could suck my clit. Domina told me to come over and bear started playing with me. It felt so good!

Soon Domina told me to get on Her side of the bed and told me to take my silky pjs bottoms off as well as my panties. Domina was playing with his man cock and bear took my clitty and was playing with it and sucking. Domina mentioned that i cannot play with myself but Her boyfriend can play with himself. She told him and me that i can't cum tonight. bear was begging for it. She said that he could try but i couldn't cum. When i was so nearing that time She told me i could and goodness i did! So intense!

Soon Domina put bear to sleep on the floor at the foot of Her bed and chained his wrist to the bedpost.

i went downstairs and was on my computer for awhile then went back to bed for a very restful night.

sissygirl