Friday, November 7, 2008

Friday's here! Nov 7 2008

It has been a nice week. Domina's boyfriend bear came over Wednesday and T/they played. he is going on one of his adventures out of the country and i know Domina is going to miss him. Actually W/we all will. he is really a great guy. Before Domina said She didn't really like calling him Her boyfriend because he is a sub and She sees all of us as equals but in our own capacities to Her. The relationship though looks and seems more like a Mistress and sub boyfriend and She knows that it is more titillating to me, Her sissy cuckold slave so She will allow it.

i asked Domina how She sees me the other evening. She said, "I don't see you as My husband because that would mean that you are a male, which you aren't. But more as a close girlfriend or wife". i don't know why but reminding myself of what i am and hearing it from my Owner is quite a turn on to me.

On Wednesday also, Domina's friend came over and we did another photoshoot. Everything i wore was different than before. It went much like before where he sucked my clitty from time to time. he really wanted me to cum in his mouth but Domina and i talked about it before hand and it just wasn't right for Her sissy cuckold girl to do that especially without Her there.

Last night Domina's laptop's battery quit charging and it put U/us in a bit of a frenzy. i found that the battery was at the end of its life so i ordered another one hopefully to arrive in a couple days. The jack is a little quirky too so i might have to tear it apart.

Today i am taking Her boy to karate where he will be getting with his sister to take for the weekend. So this is an all girl weekend for me. Domina's boyfriend will be over tomorrow and of course leopet will be here for play. It will be exciting seeing Her together again with bear.

Today also little j will be over to play with Domina. i think its pretty wild having a Mistress Wife who enjoys playing with these real men.

sissy girl

4 comments:

Miss D said...

It's pretty clear why Domina doesn't think of you as male anymore. But I'm sure you still remember how you used to pretend you were male. Now that Domina has real men to play with, jamie can spend all her time watching, listening and being a good wife. Isn't that so much better? Did jamie have a hard time getting to sleep knowing that Domina was upstairs with a real man? After so long without a cummy, I'll bet jamie wanted to touch herself but it is so much better for her to stay in a state of perpetual need. Besides, jamie couldn't last but a few seconds even if she were allowed to touch herself...

yes... jamie is a wife - a chaste gurly thing...

Miss D

sissy slave jamie said...

Hi Miss D :)

Yes Ma'am. i know. i am not a man anymore. i do remember how i used to pretend i was a male. i was certainly wrong in doing that. i think people should be what they are.
Yes Ma'am. It is exciting watching and listening Domina playing with real men. Domina says more and more that She thinks of me as a sub girlfriend or wife now.
It was a bit hard going to sleep thinking She was upstairs with a real man and i woke up at 3:30am thinking about it. Strange things go through your mind at times like that but after talking with Her later in the morning i know my place and Domina sees me as a valuable part of Her family.
oh yes. i did want to touch myself but i just mustn't.
Yes Ma'am, i am
curtsy
sissy girl

Miss D said...

You do understand that with your femming proceeding so well that it is inevitable that you will be perceived as a gurl from now on. For better or for worse, in sickness and in health, jamie is an obediant wife now. I don't think you could even pretend to be male anymore... No... you have been altered - permanently. jamie is a sissy cucky gurl and we prefer her that way.

Miss D

sissy slave jamie said...

Hi Miss D,

Yes Ma'am, i understand. i never was good at trying to be a male. i've finally found who i really am.

Thank You!

curtsy
sissy girl