Today Nov 13 2008

Today went a lot better than yesterday. Domina and i talked about yesterday's drama. Some things are really clear. Pandora's box is open and it ain't closing. i asked what isn't. Domina said everything. me being a girl. cuckolding. Domina playing with others and all. It is one of those things that you fantasize about it. You might experience it and then at some point you think, "really".

i shaved my legs and everything else this morning after i vacuumed Domina's house. She texted me to have the playroom cleaned up since Her boyfriend was coming over for play. Today is his 2 month anniversary with U/us. he is leaving for an adventure out of the country tomorrow i think. When i was getting dressed he was laying on Domina's bed next to Her. She told him that i have to wear training bra's (sports bras) except when boy-child was around.

i kissed Her and went on errands. i stopped at the bank for a deposit and then to the hardware store to get a key made for bear. Then i had to drop off a package at the UPS store. Finally i stopped at Hyvee where i paid a utility bill and picked up fix-ins for tonights chicken noodle soup. Domina told me that leopet wasn't feeling to well and home made chicken noodle soup usually helps.

i got home and saw that bear's truck was still parked by O/our house. i went upstairs to the playroom where i heard Domina talking about me and last night. Its really a strange experience hearing ones Mistress Wife talking about things like that but actually i still feel a bit numb to it all.

i put the groceries away and then i thought i would look for Domina's case for Her new Instinct phone since She lost it the other day. i wound up my battery-less flashlight for a few minutes and then went out to the garage to Her car. As soon as i opened the door there it was! Right there on the console. i put it in my pocket and went back inside.

i started making the soup when Domina came down in Her new silky red PJ's. i told Her i got Her something and asked Her to close Her eyes and put out Her hands. i put the phone case in Her hands and She lept with joy. W/we have been looking for it every where!

i asked Her if She marked bear with the henna She had me buy yesterday. She had told me that She was going to mark him so he would always remember Her for the two weeks he will be gone. She told me it was actually for me. wow! She plans on doing some art or words or something on me. She reminded me that yesterday didn't go so good.

W/we went down to the living room and watched some tv. W/we had dinner and then Domina turned it early. She was so tired.

It was a much better day today. i made an appointment to see a psychiatrist in a week for medication management as my therapist recommended. i think things will really come around.

sissy girl