Its been a slow week really. The big thing is that Mistress's boy is back from his Dad's.After several talks with Mistress i understood that i couldn't be so girly with him at home and i felt really dissappointed and down since i've been able to fully dress, wear makeup, etc through the summer. But he does live here and yes i love him so. There is compromise in most everything we do so i've had to take it down a few notches.
i found out though that Mistress does see me as Her girl. She hasn't just been playing along with that. She told me that i couldn't be a man if i tried. i am Her sissy slave cucky girl.
One day this week i took him out to his grandmother's for the day. Mistress told me to take my bra with me and change after i dropped him off. So i did. It felt so good putting it and my makeup on. i shave my legs most every day. i wear 'drab girl's clothes with girl's jeans and tank top. my hair is longer and i can style in feminine. i just can't wear overtly feminine clothing. That day i came home and showered and shaved and put on my makeup and styled my hair and ran errands. It was wonderful going out and about all girly and all!
Today his sister is picking him up for the weekend. Later today one of Mistress's new subs i'll refer to as r will be coming over for play for a couple hours. Mistress told me She expects me to have my bra on after Her boy leaves and to get all prettied up.
The other evening Mistress had me paint Her toe nails red. She told me to paint mine the same color. i love the color! So feminine and pretty. i wonder if i should paint my fingernails the same. i'll ask Her later this morning.
i'm so glad i feel girly again!