Yesterday in my blog i stated that one of Mistress's rules is that jealousy will not be tolerated. It is probably Her strongest rule. Mistress is a polyamorus individual and of course O/ours is a poly family since She has leopet as Her boy and i as Her girl. She has opened Her house also to playing with others as well so jealousy has no place here.
i was asked to research the difference between jealousy and envy i found in Wikopedia:
- Envy is an emotion that "occurs when a person lacks another’s superior quality, achievement, or possession and desires it." They also feel that it is not possible (or not easy) for them to have what they want. Otherwise they would simply go get what the other person had, and they would be satisfied.
- The word jealous is often used to describe an envious state. In its correct usage, jealousy is the fear of losing something to another person (a loved one in the prototypical form), while envy is the pain or frustration caused by another person having something that one does not have oneself.
Being a sissy girl cuckold under Mistress's ownership and rules i find these emotions cropping up from time to time. Perhaps its why i sometimes ask Mistress for reassurance, something She told me She doesn't want me to do. Part of the turn on for a cuckold is a sense of jealousy in that it is a sort of mental masochism.
i think probably the beauty of all this though is that i as Her sissy cuckold girl is rendered powerless and must trust Mistress that She loves me and takes care of me.
i love Her so!